*light spoilers.
don’t read until you watch tonight’s episode

sometimes,
we want to see our enemies suffer.
i know that’s not of “God”,
but it’s normal to want retribution.
i know i’ve desired it with everyone who has done me wrong.
well,
that’s what we all wanted for cersei tonight in “game of thrones“.
nah,
we didn’t really get that.
after the show was over,
and i had time to unpack,
i came to a conclusion…

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*the entry has light spoilers

i always was fascinated with the “behind the scenes” of tv shows and movies.
when we watch,
we are often taken to a whole other world.
on set tho,
it’s a bunch of tents,
wires,
and a few hundred stagehands.
i was an extra in a movie and reality show once…

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you never realize the impact you leave on people.
i know i don’t,
especially when it comes to co-workers.
i’ve learned they’ll be your “friend” when you’re there,
but as soon as you’re let go,
they’ll be on some “i don’t know her” in entire “mariah”.
when i got let go,
i sent an email to one of my co-workers to say goodbye the next day.
she didn’t respond so i put her in the “moving on” box.
the email i got today…

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^that was the look on my face for the entire hour and a 1/2.
ya’ll…

I’VE BEEN DRAGGED

“game of thrones” dragged tf outta me.
first “avengers: end game” did a slight tug,
but “game of thrones” dragged me down the block.
in all of my years of good tv (with potential spoilers)…
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so i don’t know wtf was happening to my cable tonight,
but my shit kept freezing.
just as “game of thrones” was about to start.
i nearly flipped everything over in my living room.
after a while,
it started getting it’s shit in order.
a few thoughts…

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i cried at my deak today.
i tried to hold it together,
but the tears kept coming out.
so as you know,
i am hooked on “game of thrones”.
“HOOKEDT“.
i spend some of my days going back to past scenes,
reading comments by other stans,
and trolling message boards just to be part of the discussion.
there are so many clues in past episodes in this damn show.

Like,
I didn’t realize Sansa dressed like those around her (Cersei and Margaery)
The foreshadowing in an earlier episode about what Cersei was gonna do in the Sept

the final season of “game of thrones” starts in april.
they released the trailer today and…
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