i didn’t know who jas waters aka jasfly was.
she wasn’t in my orbit for whatever reason,
but i’m learning about her now.
she was a writer and one of the pioneers of black twitter.
i wish i did know her because she seemed like an amazing spirit.
yesterday,
news spread like wild fire that she passed away.
when i read some of her social media posts,
it seems like she was struggling internally.
the things she wrote and liked on ( x her twitter ) were giveaways.
jas tweeted and deleted this:
it read like her manifesto that i don’t understand how people missed it.
i tweeted something the other day that people don’t cherish you until you’re gone.
they cry about how much of an impact you left on their lives,
but while we are here,
it feels like were are invisible.
most people operate like “the triflin’ ex“…

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2020 is not playing any games!
it’s like we are on this roller coaster that has no end.
i read last week that the leader of north korea,
kim jong-un,
was in a coma after heart surgery.
well according to “tmz“…
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okay so…
i’m not one for conspiracy theories,
but this is getting a little weird.
i’m just fonting.
a third accuser in the “kevin spacey” saga was found dead.
first was ( x linda culkin ) who snitched on him.
the second was a ( x “john doe” ),
and the latest is a ex-norwegian royal and author,
ari behn.
they all have accused him of sexual assault.
foxhole…

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some males are fuckin sick out here.
sick af.
i don’t know why they think vixens like cat calling.
that shit is so degrading and gets them ignored on the daily.
back in the day,
i remember asking a vixen about cute males who tried to holla at her on the street,
especially from cars.
as a young and immature fox who thought that kind of attention was validating,
only because i yearned for male attention like that,
i might have been flattered by the acknowledgment.
she politely said to me:

“I am not a hooker.
You will get out that car and come speak to me.”

i know one vixen who had her earphones pulled out her ears from an aggressive male.
she cursed his ass out on the train,
but what if that didn’t go like that?
it’s scary af to think.
well ruth george didn’t respond to a hyena’s cat calls.
she is dead.
this is the story via “chicago sun times“…

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foxhole…

This story disturbbbbbbbbbbed me

“friends” allegedly did this same shit to my star fox too.
it’s the story of missing alexis crawford from clark atlanta.
she’s in the above pic with the arrow on top of her head.
the she-hyena next to her,
jordyn,
was her college roommate.
sadly,
jordyn’s hyena of a boyfriend and herself were involved in the killing of alexis.
( x read up on it here )
alexis thought they was cool but nah.
this is the last pics of her alive in a liquor store with one of the hyenas:

what disturbed me about this story…

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my foxy senses are intense these days.
more intense than normal.
i seem to pick up people’s energy really quickly nowadays.
lately at work,
i’ve been feeling like an outcast at the “cool table” at work.
that shouldn’t bother me because i’ve always been an outcast.
with some of the straight wolves at my job,
i can feel the distance from them.
even with some males and foxholers i converse with online.
it’s a weird season for me.
as i was coming home on the train today,
i had some really intense energy about mi.
in my head,
i got these random thoughts that she had died or something…

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