i woke up this morning at 4am in a sweat.
it was kinda hot in my apartment,
because the heat been on “hoe in church with no draws on” level.
ironically enough,
i went to sleep naked that night.
i had a funny feeling in the pit my stomach.
something didn’t feel “right”.
i get those feelings often.
i got up and went to check the locks.
locked.
i walked throughout the crib to make sure no one was hiding in my closets.
(ha ha ha i already hear the jokes now).
nothing.
i looked at my mail on my coffee table.
  no current or overdue bills.
restaurant ads and junk mail.
my apartment was clean.
i gave a quick thanks to god.
he has provided me so much and i am truly grateful.
i laid on my couch.
what was this feeling i was having?
why was i having it?
i wasn’t use to it.
then it hit me!
i was feeling the effects of “my house was in order”.
i had no drama in my life.
i’m not getting fucked on the regular,
but i don’t have to worry about some bullshit ass wolf.
no struggling to pay bills.
food was in my fridge.
i’m unemployed,
but i was still making it.
i cut off all the dead weight.
i erased a ton of useless contacts in my phone.
so why was i feeling like this?
why was i up at 4am,
naked,
and still stripping myself down looking for something wrong?
i started to wonder…
if i am so used to things going completely left field…

Was I actually shocked when things are going right?

Continue reading “Drama King” →

ummmmmmmmmm.
what the hell is going on in this new justin timberlake video for mirrors?…

Continue reading “To Hell With A Mirror; I May Need A Magnifying Glass.” →

the following wolf meat screams:

is this even real???….

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remember him?

well he is back.
sort of.
one of his accusers is getting ready to release his book called “First Lady“…

Continue reading “Everyone Meet A Different Kind of “First Lady”…” →

wait…
did anyone see last week’s show to “keyshia and daniel“????
“where this love could end up“?
well if you have,
good.
i want to talk about it.
if you haven’t…

Continue reading “WHAT IN THE ENTIRE KEYSHIA COLE FUCK?????” →

“Homosexual Black Men who are the church pretending they like women,
but everybody knows it but them and their parents.” – the intro on the video.

…. lost.
but wouldn’t doing something like “this” make YOU look like a messy queen yourself?
i’m just saying.
well, i’ll let you see for yourself…

Continue reading “The “DL CHURCH QUEENS” and the Hyenas Who Out Them” →