my ban on curious wolves is still in effect.
i plan on making it a permanent thing…
there is nothing worse than a wolf,
who acts like he is interested,
but does nothing about the situation.
i get that he may just be scared.
expressing trying to be with the same sex can be awkward.
the problem with these types is while they are jackin’ off to the thought of you,
you are sitting there left feeling like a jack off.
everyday you see this wolf,
he gets shiner and shiner.
everything is now enhanced on him.
he can be average as fuck,
but now he is god.
suddenly he enters you mind.
you’re always thinking about him.
listen crushes are terrible and will leave you looking old.
i’m starting to think curious animals are worse than the d/l ones.
at least with the d/l,
they show you that they are interested when they go after you.
so that ( x wolf at my job ),
who we will call “confusion”,
is starting to annoy me.
well confusion been annoyed me,
but today i’m left feeling some kind of way.
he has given his number to wolves and vixens at work.
someone mentioned today how they were texting about some jordans.
he hasn’t made the effort to text me.
i don’t even know his number.
naw but he wants to smile in my face daily,
find ways to touch me,
and get my attention when i’m not even lookin’ his way.
pineapple get the fuck out of here.
i’m not playing that game in 2015.
i’ve had enough of the curious wolf.
he is simply intrigued by me.
i’m not an emotional jig saw puzzle to be played with.
i have a feelings.
i am lonely.
i like cute wolves.
i don’t want to feel like i have to try and figure shit out.
these assholes come into your life,
act like they are interested,
and will toy with you until they are ready.
are they ever ready?
do they ever make that move?
this is the new golden rule for 2015 and beyond.
if a wolf/hyrbid/or fox doesn’t present his interest in a timely matter,
that being upon first meeting or a few days after,
then he is now considered “late” and will be labelled “straight”.
this also means he will not make it to your emotions.
if he wants you,
you will not chase him for an answer.
this is not the fuckin’ playground.
we are not playing tag or “hide and go freak”.
we are lonely and looking for a companion.
if he doesn’t want to be your lover,
and isn’t acting like your friend,
then he looks like a huge amount of “goodbye”.
your senses are at an all time high.
some shit might be misunderstood when it comes to sexuality.
i always believe we know who wants us.
its the look in their eyes.
its the smile when they see us.
its the way they always try to touch us.
the come into our personal space.
they make our foxy senses tingle.
its just sometimes those wolves aren’t experienced yet.
they are scared and taking it slow.
super duper slow.
well fear be damned in 2015.
i know he is cute,
and damn his body is right,
but the looming question mark is a huge turn off.
i’m turned off.
now to get this wolf out my emotions when i see him daily.
i haven’t worked those kinks out yet.