if my parents didn’t make me feel so horrible about myself,
i often how far i’d be in my life?
i’d imagine everything i do wouldn’t lead to what others would think of me.
honestly,
they made me fear being gay or even have feminine tendencies.
my mother,
especially,
would say in her snarky tone…
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as you probably know,
aunt wendy has been going through it.
these last couple of years for her as been a situation.
she won’t share her struggles with “that jackal” she’s married to,
but she has shared her past struggles with drugs.
i guess somethings are easier to admit?
it seems like aunt wendy had a confession on her show today.
this is what she’s been keeping from the public…
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a little positive news because i’m drained af today.
so it’s that time again.
i do a “janet” overdose of one of her albums to get my shit together.
this time it’s her self titled,
“janet“.
i have been listening to it,
on repeat,
on my commute to/from work.
i even be researching the background info about that era.
it’s a whole situation.
janet’s album are like her diaries to the world.
in my rating,
it’s comes after “rhythm nation 8701”,
“control”,
and “the velvet rope” as my favorite albums from her.
it’s still a really good album.
this performance of “if” at the 1993 vmas…
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i don’t want to say i’ve given up on love,
but i’ve taken a hiatus.
i’ve spent so many years desperately looking for a wolf,
but these days,
i find more joy being happy and content with myself.
i appreciate other males,
and how good they look,
but “good looks” doesn’t always lead to a “good man”.
hell,
neither is an ugly or “nice” one.
it’s no secret that a majority of males are trash.
after getting my heart broken a few times,
or falling for the wrong wolves,
i’ve found peace learning to love myself.
i was a whole mess out here.
when i see videos of ryan cleary and his new bae tho…
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i love how odell beckham jr carries on with his life.
he’s a mystery that no one can figure out.
yesterday,
this question was asked on twitter:

in which it caused obj to respond.
well… Continue reading “odell beckham jr is all about vibes (no matter who you are)” →

so solange is COMING.
that’s the tweet i saw with these two pictures underneath:

i was like….
WHAT?!
oh ok then solange!
she had me under her spell with her last album,
“seat at the table”.
i guess since she found a seat,
she is about to shake it.
she even brought back a blast from the past…
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