ariana grande has a song i’m really into called,
“yes, and?“.
its the song version of this:

the song was allegedly made addressing all the home wrecking rumors with her new partner.
ariana can be ruthless about the wolves she wants.
tbh:

if more people would say that one phrase when they know they know they wrong,
i’d respect them more.
making excuses to justify bad behavior annoys me.
stand in your triflin’ ass shit.

i don’t know how draya put this on the rih’s socials and wasn’t embarrassed but:

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jalen is 23 and draya is 40.
her own son is 23 too.
that is a wild age gap.
i can understand a late 20s dip in your 40s but early 20s in your 40s is out of control.
that is heading in:

“does he know how to wipe his tail properly?
“did he eat his vegetables?“.

someone dragged her for that age gap and she responded that ageism is like…
homophobia…

recently,
i caught feelings…
or so i thought.
he is so sexy to me.
it’s his voice,
how attentive he is,
and how he made me feel seen when we were together.

But…

there were many times i’d feel more confused than connected,
but somehow,
i still wanted more.
for a while,
i told myself it would work.
“lied to myself“,
actually.
as the conversations showed more emotional detachment,
and the connection started feeling more skimp,
i started feeling something i knew all too well…

this morning after a wonderful weekend,
i come back to reality and under the brad pitt entry:

“You are a 43 year old man. Grow the fuck up and settle down already. Give the young black gays something to aspire to. Ain’t you tired Jimmy? Go watch some CraigTheWriter videos on YouTube and get your shit together. Old ass queens make me fucking sick.”

ouch!
i JUST wrote about mikayla raines taking her own life over online bullying.
what a way to be an example a week later.
it was from screen name “YN“.
this didn’t feel like it was coming from a young n!gga tho.
the wording felt like an old gay pineapple projecting his venom on me.
so let’s break this down…

take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

as a society,
we really need to work on what the term “phobic” is.
i need people to understand:

There are many people in the forest who don’t want to date someone fluid.

that is the first step in moving forward.
its a form of bullying and creates liars in the process.
folks in the community get so offended if a vixen says she wants to date a straight wolf.

110% straighty straight-straight wolf.
Not one who is has messed with other males before or deals with trans vixens.

nene leakes can get on my nerves,
but she had thoughts about her type of manz with TS madison on her show.
they are calling her transphobic now…

you know what i think is sad?

People who have children but only did it because they were supposed to,
rather than actually wanting them.

when it comes to males who are forced into these situations,
or the ones who have kids to prove their straightness,
i have tremendous empathy for them.
it couldn’t be me.
a child is not a pokemon card.
you can’t trade it in once it slides out.

Sidebar: these vixens who have out of wedlock kids with these jackals,
but then get on social media to yell at us about how they are single mothers now.
The dick was good until it wasn’t.

when i was younger,
i never dreamed of wanting being a father.
i mean,
how could i?…