when i first got to this country,
i was picked on pretty badly at my first school.
my mother enrolled me in a private catholic school.
she thought it would be better than being at a public school.

BOY WAS SHE WRONG.

i was jumped,
spit on,
and beat up for simply existing.
i was called rubber lips and made fun of for my features,
which made me hate my lips and my nose.
don’t even get me started on being called a sissy.
i wasn’t picked on for being “white”,
but i was different than my other classmates.
my accent was pretty thick and i cried easily.
even though it was a majority white school…

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i’m confused about something that i wanted an opinion.
i feel i have created a safe place where i can inquire.
i don’t want to downplay the struggle of being a trans vixen.
i can only imagine what it feels like to be trapped in the wrong body.
i saw a tweet that not only confused me but i felt needed to be discussed.
this trans vixen,
by the name of @iamdeeluu,
had very bad period cramps for the first time.
she tweeted this…

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i was talking to someone about “the devil’s wear prada” the other day.
meryl streep portrayed miranda priestly so iconically.
my friend said:

“I loved the movie and hate it at the same time.
The movie portrays everything wrong with corporate America.”

…and thats when i was slapped into reality.
when i sat down and really thought about it…
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when the foxhole first sent me the trailer for “bad boys: los angeles“…

…i thought it was a joke.
nope.
it is a real thing on zeus and bad girls club,
natalie nunn,
is behind it.

 

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it stars all the popular gays on rihanna’s social media.
milan christopher and andrew caldwell are two of them.

Sidebar: I guess this is the gay’s version of Bad Girls Club?

andrew caldwell claims he was sexually harassed while being on the show.
this is was his statement per his ig…
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i’m not the popular one.
i’m not the onlyfans star.
i’m not the muscled-down fantasy for the gays hopes takes dick.
i’m not the one who gets his dick sucked.
by that,
i mean i’m not the one that people promote shamelessly.
i’m often ignored and wonder if i’m enough.
i’m not the one who people think of first for invites or vip spots.
it would fuck with me real heavy.
i thought about it like this…

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i remember the first time i ever ate mcdonald’s.
it was when my mother brought me to disney world as a kid.
when i got my first happy meal toy,
i was so fascinated.

Burger,
Fries,
Drink AND A TOY?!

it felt like i was being rewarded for eating.
over the years,
i’ve felt like mcdonald’s has changed.

Maybe I have changed?

i can’t eat mcdonald’s nowadays without my stomach being violated.
last time i ate mickey dees,
which was many years ago,
i was shitting my brains out in the old navy bathroom on 34th street.
when i go on a road trip,
i’m gotta find a new spot to eat since fast food is all down the highways.
i went down the rabbit hole of watching videos from food insider yesterday.
they were comparing fast food in other countries vs here in the US…

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