Category: LIVIN’ THIS LIFE WE LIVE
do you think “2016 nicki” would approve of the ally of “2026 nicki”?

this is the “peace sign” many of her stans and supporters are giving her today tbh.
everyone has been looking back at 2016 lately.
why?
i don’t even know.
that was kind of a horrendous year tbh.
in 2016,
nicki minaj was crowned one of the 100 most influential people in the world by time.
this is a throwback to the red carpet for that event:
life has a funny way of shaking things up.
sometimes,
it even brings randoms together that you’d never suspect.
if you would have told “2016 nicki” that this would be “2026 nicki”…
so raise your hands is you are taking a kanye west apology in 2026?

in that pic,
he looks like how i feel.
pfft.
once upon a time,
i was an idiot who wanted to see the good in people after they said “sorry”.
those were fun times of learning that:
anyone can say they’re sorry when they’re sorry about their current circumstances.
it doesn’t mean they’re genuinely sorry.
we have programmed by our parentals that one word asking for forgiveness holds weight.
we were told to take an apology only to learn it meant shit in the long run,
especially when it came from siblings.
there are legit murderer that said they were sorry during sentencing,
all in hopes of getting off or a lighter sentence.
how many times has our toxic exes said they were “sorry”?
friends who hurt us and see we are doing better coming back with apologies?
“the one that let you get away” suddenly realizes you were the right one for them?
so when i saw kanye put out a full page spread in the “wall street journal“,
apologizing to the jewish and black communities for his past harmful behavior…
God told me sit my ass down and ima sit my ass down

…emotionally tho,
it’s been a big yikes.
as much fun as sexy wolves are:
my mentals have been all over the place.
if “faking it til you make it” was a competition,
i’d win a platinum medal.
that has been faking a smile when i’d rather say fuck everyone.
i’ve literally been the entire “after laughter” album from paramore.
when you are staying at someone else’s crib tho,
you gotta fake it as much as possibly you can.
you don’t want to give them the impression you are ungrateful.
i have been enjoying making sure dishes are washed,
trash is taken out,
products i use gets replaced,
and everything is order before they get home.
that is one of the many things i learned from Mum and even Star Fox…
he couldn’t find a sitter so he could have sex off grindr

he looks ultra dusty.
yuck.
ain’t no amount of horny in the forests…
ya’ll have sent me some disturbing shit in my Foxhole,
but this one took the whole cake for me.
i always wonder what goes on in people’s homes.
they may look great on the outside,
but sometimes,
we are surrounded by real monsters.
this includes males we meet off sites for sex to host in their homes.
we don’t know who they dun’ killed up in their homes,
or if they gonna kill us in their homes.
^that one dust bunny hyena up there to wanted to fuck so bad off grindr…
are we headed into a civil war with ICE pretty soon or…?

why don’t they just start the civil war they’ve been hinting?
this is what they want and they are inching slowly towards it.
…cause this is getting ridiculous but i’m not surprised anymore.
maybe,
i’m desensitized to all this bullshit going on nowadays?
i hate to be that person butttttttttttttttttt…
everyone seems okay complaining about all that’s happening,
and 50 others come through with excuses trying to overwrite facts,
so whats even the point of stressing out anymore?

i don’t know about you but i knew the ICE hunters would not stop at renee good.
in my opinion:
she was the test/the experiment.
the test/experiment was if that ICE hyena got away with killing her,
that means they would be allowed to kill anyone else.
so just like i thought,
nothing happened and the forests were angrily moving on to the next trauma bond,
but then this happened this morning in minnesota.
another ICE hyena and another US citizen…
we hooked up, we were amazing in bed, and he blocked me after (halp!)

this whole culture of:
“we hooked up and now i blocked you on grindr/jack’d/sniffies/whatever else”…
…Foxhole,
i keep fonting that this current hook up culture is for the morons.
i see why so many of us are single and the straights of gen z are sexless.
we claim we want to be in relationships but we meet potentials but fuck first; ask questions later.
so because we didn’t communicate what we actually wanted,
we default to the block on where we met em.
not even because it was scary or weird either.
just someone who found us attractive and wanted to know more after.
yup!
that’ll teach em!

like,
really think about it:
we are blocking people after one hook up,
even if the connection went really well.
are we stupid?
i saw a post on reddit and felt empathy over the situation.
it went like this…




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