Category: LIVIN’ THIS LIFE WE LIVE
HIV medication? gee, you can’t afford it

being willfully ignorant and uneducated has consequences.
boasting about being a moron,
while having our rights and survival snatched bald is a choice.
its one thing to have stan wars about celebs and video games.
a whole other topic when our lives hang in the balance of a stan war in politics.
the day we needed to be entertained by even politicians was when shit hit the fan.
the day we let any and everyone hoe their souls for viral moments was the beginning of the end.
due to society getting so out of control now,
they are allegedly planning on allowing those with HIV to die.
yup,
pretty much just die.
i’m sure with no fucks to give about it either.

according to recent reports via “the hill“…
Continue reading “HIV medication? gee, you can’t afford it” →not all ghosts are dead
i’ll never forget someone telling me about people who perished in 9/11.
they said that many of those people probably don’t even know they have died,
so there spirits are stuck in a loop,
repeating that day over and over.
that is why there a heavy energy down there.
its literally an open graveyard.
who knows if we are walking by actual people or ghosts.
never forget.
when people say a house is haunted,
that means the spirit in the house hasn’t been released.
that is why i learned there is no reason to be scared of it/them.
we need to let it know its safe to move forward and be free.
follow me to where i’m leading with this.
earlier today,
i was talking with fancy and she mentioned negative self talk.
she said that its like…
is it they’re out of our league or is it the story we are telling ourselves?

i have a question for you:
are some males actually out of our league?
or is that the story we chose to tell ourselves in fear of rejection?
…until we meet someone who we think is “out of our league”,
and they show us that regardless of what we think we don’t have,
they are attracted to something we do have.
we been in our own bawdies for a long time so we know what works,
doesn’t work,
what we wish we had that would make things work,
and what has become “what we think makes us ugly“.
karaoke said something to me that i had to share with The Foxhole:
“people really need to start telling themselves a new story in their heads.”
i saw this thread on reddit and i wanted to share it on the Foxhole…
Continue reading “is it they’re out of our league or is it the story we are telling ourselves?” →drunk and got demolished

many people don’t know what kind of drunk they are.
happy drunk
flirty drunk
secret pop star performer drunk
hoe drunk
angry drunk
“may end up missing and never found again” drunk
…because sometimes,
you don’t realize who you are when you’re drunk:
until someone tells you the next day.
someone i know i first met completely out of control while drunk.
he was two parts friendly drunk,
but i peeped the one part angry drunk peaking out in moments.
he was so drunk,
he was making up shit and sounded really convincing while doing it.
the other night tho,
he got black out drunk and ended up…
oh God, please don’t stop! (and Foxhole, he stopped when it was getting good)

i’m gonna font it:
many of The Foxhole are on point when they say these males are for sales.
…or even down for some fun but the reality is:
right place; right time
luck
trust
you can’t be a messy bitch and expect to be treated fairly
messy bitches get messy behavior.
lastly and those with this super power:
“i believe you won’t do anything to fuck up my life”

you have the “unassuming” energy that makes people comfortable.
i believe this is me,
which can be a gift and curse.
so yesterday,
i woke up but i didn’t have the best morning.
i had breakfast,
slept off and on,
and ended up having phone sex with an attentionisto…
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he cooks! he cleans! he gives! he receives! and his girl watches it all!

this is so ironic that a Foxholer sent me this yesterday,
especially after what went down with me yesterday.
we will font about that next entry because…

i applaud vixens who date males who do sex work.
you gotta be built ford tough to handle that,
knowing your manz is inside some new hole for a collab.
remember: many vixens are emotional.
i applaud vixens who date males who do sex work that involves other males.
i think that is a whole level of jedi because,
and i don’t care what anyone says/fonts,
the reality is that he’s bi.
there is no shame in that but let’s stop the excuses in 2026.
we are already in hell so need to play pretend anymore.
i think if more males accepted their bisexuality,
and stop trying to hold onto their “i’m straight!” for dear life,
they can make being bi work for them.
braxton stone does sex work but admits he loves it with males.
i mean he lovvvvvvvvveeeesssss it.
you can see how his current vixen was looking for the nearest exit,
even if it meant jumping out the window:

The "real world" ended at the start of the 20th century, we've just been living in Hell all along. pic.twitter.com/MzEA3lIjGp
— Melian Refugee (@escapefrommelos) February 23, 2026
in my head:
he likes the intimacy of a vixen but the physical pleasure of another male.
…which is how i feel many confused males are until they are truly loved by another male.
i will also font that i appreciate him being so transparent.white males are awarded that luxury sadly.
some males will start an OF,
POV or wearing a mask (with recognizable tatts all over mind you),
and do it in secret.
The Foxhole knows those types.
anyhoo,
i took a deep dive into his alleged content…
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