take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

people fake it until they make it all the time.
that is what i was told about corporate america.

“Play the game to win!”

…while i watched all of those people who played get fired or laid off.
all that kissing ass,
throwing employees under the bus,
and suckin’ dick after hours for nothing.
how embarrassing!

when i heard the minnesota assassin hyena,
vance luther boelter,
worked for tim walz,
i cringed at the connection because i just knew.
they all started fonting he was a “dem gone rogue“.
i had a feeling that was all bs as we live in the timeline of:

“Fiction before facts”

the sky is actually purple,
pigs can fly,
and j.lo is a classically trained sanger.
in reality…

i miss the days when vixens understood their pussy has power.
even tho i have a powerful Foxhole,
one of my fav “pussy power” lyrics as a young black gay millennial:

“If you ain’t lickin’ this,
you ain’t stickin’ this and I got witnesses.
Ask any pineapple I been wit.
They ain’t hit shit til they stuck their tongue in this.”

that shit felt empowering and it was also matching male’s energy.
i remember my straight wolf friends were on some:

“I AIN’T EVER EATIN NO PUSSY BUT YOU GOTTA SUCK MY DICK”

…but then i found out they were all eating pussy secretly.
the tone and vibe in the 90s were vixens taking their pussy back.
madonna
janet
kim
foxy
they were letting males know their pleasure and coins comes first.
in a 2025 forest where red pill males are showing they hate pussy,
and steadily cheering on the rights to their pussies being taken away,
i feel like we need pussy power music more than ever.
i’m a casual sabrina carpenter listener.
i LOVE “expresso“,
which is a love spell if you really listen to it,
and “please please please“,
but i STANNED this song from her last album before “short n sweet”.

i had this shit on repeat for days.
when sabrina carpenter showed her album cover for “man’s best friend“,
i wanted her to literally stand TF up because…

as a society,
we really need to work on what the term “phobic” is.
i need people to understand:

There are many people in the forest who don’t want to date someone fluid.

that is the first step in moving forward.
its a form of bullying and creates liars in the process.
folks in the community get so offended if a vixen says she wants to date a straight wolf.

110% straighty straight-straight wolf.
Not one who is has messed with other males before or deals with trans vixens.

nene leakes can get on my nerves,
but she had thoughts about her type of manz with TS madison on her show.
they are calling her transphobic now…

I kinnnnnnnnnndaaaaaaaa figured this may happen.
Allegedly fonting,
that is.

for many of our fav black attentionistos,
especially the ones who sex work,
how many black vixens are really gonna be comfortable with all of that?
it’s bad enough many of them think these kinds of males are gay already,
which isn’t fair to say/font because…

The ones trying to OD on straigtness tend to want to nestle their little penises inside this warm Foxhole.

…but when it comes to dating white vixens,
i feel like you can spot that particular type.
so i’ve always thought george omnipotent aka @princecgo is fine AF.

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the last IG is my fav of his.
a F-BI sent me his alleged girlfriend.
this post; last slide…

a few months ago,
i asked karaoke if she was gonna get out there and protest.
it was around the time of the first protest and it was on a saturday:

“I didn’t do anything where I need to beg for forgiveness.
I’m painting my living room.”

i asked another friend,
a black vixen,
about their stance on protesting:

“I got out there and voted for who I needed to vote for.
America showed they didn’t feel the same.
I did my part and they can figure out the rest.”

as for me…