today was a better day.
well a step up from yesterday.
it could have happened because i called the ( x crossroad’s prayer line ).
i don’t know.
i went to sleep on the edge of emotions last night.
that debate had me feeling bad,
but all the shit i was going through kept circling my mind.
i felt doomed.
i felt like life was sonning me.
at work…

…the atmosphere was weird.
everyone was in a mood.
it was obvious.
all the talk was “these two idiots running for president”.
shit,
don’t blame those two.

blame yourself

they didn’t get to that level out the blue.
…or did they?

my boss isn’t speaking to me.
he is having others give me messages.
what had me extremely tight is how he adjusted one of my co workers schedule.
he has me coming in extra early.
they told me how they asked him if i could take their schedule.
nope.

whatever

as i was leaving,
i ran into the ceo snow wolf again.
he lit up when he saw me.
i told him how i couldn’t wait see him.

“i’m excited to speak to you!” as he shook my hand.

so we will be meeting in 2 weeks.
he has to do some traveling,
but as soon as he gets back,
we will meet.

i’m fuckin ready.