i really like august alsina.
not so much,
but i do like the animal that is august.
i can relate to him on many levels.
unlike other singers,
he is transparent and honest about who he is.
its hard for people to process when someone lays their demons out there.
we are so use to being lied to with a facade of perfection,
everything else is “wrong” or “too emotional”.
especially in the black community.
forget it with the gays.
we are taught to suck dick as many dicks as we can before time is up.
well one of my f-bi sent me an interview with august on the breakfast club.
it was pretty interesting…
i feels him.
i feels him heavy.
people be out here acting like you can’t have no problems.
your feelings don’t matter.
i actually cried a little after @26:37 especially after the “killing himself” silence.charlemagne killed me.
talking about not killing yourself…
…because there is “a lot of pussy out here”.
this why its a struggle to talk to people.
killing yourself has nothing to do with sex or buying a car.
those are just temporary highs.
when you go after it,
that is the thrill.
once you get it and play with it for a while,
then that “feeling” is gone.
so whats next?
chasing every “high” to make you feel better?
is this why gays are always on jack’d after a hook up the night before?
sounds like hell to me.
its comforting to know someone else is dealing out here.
i do it in the foxhole.
as scared as i am before pressing “publish”,
i try to be as transparent as i can.
i look forward to reading the comments because they help.
i refuse to bottle things up and then explode with something i can’t control.
so i’ll allow august alsina and everything he stands for.
i’ll be picking up his album,
“the thing about life”,
as soon as its released.
lowkey: i want people to have more compassion.
not everyone needs to be “shade”.
sometimes people just want you to really listen to them.
i know i do.
some of the gays can stand to learning to be a friend.
no one is perfect and you aren’t either.