i just had someone i know tell me they believed chilli.
they believed her because rozanda posted this IG press release:

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i looked at them like they were crazy,
but i also reminded myself they don’t research either.
i agree that it’s easy to slip and re-post something on IG…

…when you need glasses or got fat fingers because what?!

…but i found it odd when,
of all the things that could be re-posted,
something disrespectful about michelle obama was the topic.

why not a random cat video?
moo deng?
a video of a karen gone wild?

it’s always triflin’ shit getting randomly re-posted.
not only that:

why does she not know exactly who she is donating too?

it seems she doesn’t know what she is doing or she legit does.
so then i ended up seeing this alleged threads:

…which can be any random anyone,
but the real smoking gun was t-boz,
her own group mate.
she called her out in a past interview about how she voted in 2016…

you know what we need to realize?

many of our favs are silent stans of the current administration.

they don’t always come out in public,
but they definitely hide in the shadows to do their dirty work.
how disappointing is it to be a TLC fan or stan rn.
i don’t know how they pulled rozanda “chilli” lewis out the shadows but allegedly…

i’m so annoyed at this story.

when chappell roan first started,
i was really into her first album.
it is a fuckin’ masterpiece.

pink pony club.
coffee.
casual.
my kink is karma.
“good luck, babe” is definitely on my life soundtrack.

i respected her story too about being overlooked,
dropped,
then coming back like:

“watch this.”

i love a good underdog moment.
somewhere along the way tho,
something started being sus with her.
i couldn’t figure it out first,
but she started to feel…
off.

the interviews
the tension with reporters
the drag makeup felt more like geisha makeup
the “don’t look at me for politics” after speaking on politics
the alleged uncle who is a republican in missouri

it started to feel less underdog and more “karen”.
i started wondering why wasn’t she more humble after being poor and overlooked.
well after her ( x recent antics ),
i guess the public is starting to get sick of her.
it turns out that chappell might actually be wealthy AF…

i love some of these christian people.
they can be so stupid.
it’s cute.

i don’t know about ya’ll but i don’t care about christian folks and some of their thoughts.
it is always comes from a place of sitting on a high horse,
while ONLY looking down on gay folks.

thieves?
whatever.
PDFs in the family?
cheeks turned.
LGBTQ?
going to hell sitting in a gasoline soaked chair.

…oh and mental illness.
some of them think you can “pray the depression away“.
this is why a majority of them are nuts.
so one of the acting jackals from tyler perry’s “beauty in black”,
decided to use his IG live to school us on who is going to hell or not,
which is a whole contradiction to me…

there are many gay males who don’t desire other gay males.
let’s be 110%:

we all grew up around and with straight males.

many of us weren’t exposed to “gay” anything growing up,
and if we were,
it was the obvious gay kid or that was us.
when we look back if we were the “gay anything”,
we can point out the curious straights who were interested in us.
it was easy for them to sniff us out to explore because we were different.
there is a certain “energy” they have that is attractive.
all they know is being straight so:

their default is trying to get us like they would a vixen.

that being fonted:
i can see why the curious straights would sniff out ej johnson.
in my head and how he use to be,
i can see why they would want to keep him a secret.
he use to be annoying and extra before he calmed all the down.
he has an interview on carlos king’s podcast that has everyone upset…

“have i officially hit rock bottom?“

that was the thought going through my head yesterday.
here i was,
looking stylish because that is who i am,
standing in a suburban forest line with a ton of white folks…