so diddy was only found guilty of two charges.
surprise surprise.
at this point,
i wouldn’t be shocked he walks out of prison today.
we got a “big beautiful bill” that is about to screw many americans,
including those who voted for our new president,
out of their health care and benefits.
anyone ( x lower income ) could as well continue to stay poor.
so that is going to end well! /s
don’t even start with americans being considered of deportation:

every day,
it’s always something in this forest that makes me question reality.
even in my own life,
it feels like:

Nothing makes sense,
everything is upside down,
and I’m even questioning if God care anymore.

but then i realized something in this current timeline…

remember that one story i posted on here about a gay murder mystery?
“jamari,
that is A LOT of entries on here.”
it was this entry starring julian taylor morris and his ex,
deundray cottrell.

x SEE ENTRY HERE

deundray was murdered by ( x being strangled ),
which is a very passionate way to kill someone.
julian vanished and at the time,
he was for being associated as the lead sus with the murder.
it had everyone was looking for him on black gay twitter.
a F-BI sent me a drop that julian is back in the IG habit,
but as julian taylorde,
and with an alleged new twin he maybe dating…

Okay let’s get light weight messy…

it’s one thing to be discreet,
or even DL,
as a single male.

It’s another to be an alleged married pastor on the DL whose getting his butt cheeks pulverized.

this is where i start to judge and can’t defend if they get outed.
the one thing i hate about church is:

It has taught people how to be good liars for the people of the Lord.

OF creator,
jrock,
posted about a bishop that he has been allegedly dickin’ down for a year.
how did he find out?
he didn’t even know his alleged receiver was a bishop until…

so remember ( x this entry ) about the yapper?t
the diddy freakoff-er who allegedly saw eddie murphy and johnny gill kissing.
well ^that was johnny response.
usually,
we see males ignoring the allegations but as we can see:

Johnny went TF OFF.

…and i’ll allow it.
is it wrong for him to defend himself?
nope.
some of us would do the same someone tried to call us out unprovoked.
its interesting because this weekend,
i saw discussions of an attentionisto with new gay rumors starting to bloom…

Actually he says he is a motivational speaker on his bio.
I hollered.

anyhoo,
i see why diddy chose this one to be VIP at his christian mingle sessions.
the biceps are crazy and he doesn’t appear to skip leg day either.
his name is darnell lawrence thompson.
he is a work out warrior by day and penis supplier to celebs at night.
do we have a stroke resume for him?
they always tend to have one for review. .
( x like this one )
anyway:

So i think the males who might have gotten bent over are frightened.

not only would they have to face their own shame,
especially in a situation they never thought would get out,
but they know that it would probably combust bey’s internet.

Hell,
the mention of other high profile celebrities would send us all into orbit.

even though that wolf has a bawdy to be worshiped,
he does like to yap.
he got a mic in a face with armon wiggins and couldn’t control the yap.
he had a lot to yap but decided other celebs would catch alleged strays too.
he claims he caught a legendary acting comedian,
and a equally known r&b singer,
tonguing each other down heavy…

I had to ask myself this weekend if I’m a fake azz fuckin’ bitch.

there are some people who have blamed me for things but little did they know:

They did something to me but instead of addressing it,
I kept my mouth shut to “keep the peace”.

i learned “keeping the peace” as a survival mechanism.
i peeped how they moved and i learned to adjust accordingly.
some people i distanced myself from; others i learned i can’t tell them certain things.
honestly:

That is how I lost my last job.

my last boss threw me under the bus for something i didn’t do,
so i bowled their ass under there for the same thing they did to me.
the look of shock on their face in-front of their boss brought me so much joy tbh.
i was sick of her shit.

But in all of my disappointment with other people,
I never did what Doja Cat did when she met one of her fans.

this right here…