straight wolves are weird.
they have so much rules about their sexuality.
anything to make them look “gay” is absolutely forbidden.
its like a laundry list.

-must watch sports
-never wear bright colors
-don’t hug for too long
-only get dogs
-never watch shows with women as leads
-emotions are a no no
-blink twice; inhale once in-between

its like they have these rules set up to be “straight”,
but often do something else to make you say “hmm”.
is there really things one can do to be “straight” or…

…Is it all bullshit?

Continue reading “The Great Battle at The Work Wolf Divide” →

work wolf and i have been really having deep convos as of late.
i’m starting to see him opening up more.
before he would tell me one layer to who he is.
he was private about many things.
he is an interesting wolf.
his view on the vixens he deals with is interesting…
Continue reading “R-E-S-P-E-C-T (Work Wolf Knows What It Means 2 Me?)” →

i been in a funky mood as of late.
things been real “blah” in my world.
from this idiot temp i’m training,
my mouth issue,
which has finally started going down tremendously,
and just feeling aggravated as of late.
its been a busy week.
jamari fox has been in a real “b” word.
everyone has noticed.
i’m sure you have.
last night i came in after a long day and crashed.
i was extremely tired.
well work wolf hit me up and asked me if i wanted to chill tonight.

“yo”
“yoooooo”
“where u at?”
“u ok?”
“jamari u okay?”

after 3 hours of deciding,
i replied that i was down to go out.
it was pouring,
and cold as fuck
but why not?…
Continue reading “The “B” Word” →

remind me never to get high again.
i’m still sorta high right now.
i smoked like 11 hours ago.
i got higher than i’ve ever been in all my life tonight.
yes.
i’ve smoked weed before.
i wasn’t really a fan,
but i’ve been so stressed and depressed.
when work wolf offered yesterday i said:

“well why not?”

yeah bad decision…
Continue reading “Getting High With Work Wolf (We Get High)” →

so its done.
again.
i knew it would be a wrap with work wolf.
again.
i should have placed some bets…
Continue reading “Its Over (Between) Work Wolf” →

i did something.
it was completely out of character for me.
you cannot judge me!
you promise?
okay.
it happened on this outing today with work wolf…
Continue reading ““The Visit” With Work Wolf” →