getting on me for something and then turning around and doing the exact same thing?

that is one of my biggest pet peeves when to comes to anyone.
where i’m staying currently has been a complete mind fuck.
i had to wonder of i’m in a jordan peele or A24 production and didn’t realize it.
it’s one thing after the next,
to the point where i’ve started to wonder…

is this actually more mentally and emotionally taxing than what i left in new yawk?

the latest was what really made me back TF up…

she is so scary to me.
its all in her eyes.

i find it so interesting how butt hurt so many people can be this era.
druski did a skit about the “erika kirk” type:

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…and it had so many people upset including our president:

what is she suing for exactly?
she is gonna waste her money suing a comedian over a joke?
parody and satire are protected under the first amendment.
as long as its presented as comedy and not factual:

it’s like the attentionistos who threatened to sue because i fonted they were sexy.
sooooooooooo…
you are suing because you actually aren’t sexy?
i’m confused.
jake paul,
the jackal who got his jaw broken by anthony joshua,
is ultra-upset over what druski did and wants to do one better…

i just had someone i know tell me they believed chilli.
they believed her because rozanda posted this IG press release:

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i looked at them like they were crazy,
but i also reminded myself they don’t research either.
i agree that it’s easy to slip and re-post something on IG…

…when you need glasses or got fat fingers because what?!

…but i found it odd when,
of all the things that could be re-posted,
something disrespectful about michelle obama was the topic.

why not a random cat video?
moo deng?
a video of a karen gone wild?

it’s always triflin’ shit getting randomly re-posted.
not only that:

why does she not know exactly who she is donating too?

it seems she doesn’t know what she is doing or she legit does.
so then i ended up seeing this alleged threads:

…which can be any random anyone,
but the real smoking gun was t-boz,
her own group mate.
she called her out in a past interview about how she voted in 2016…

you know what we need to realize?

many of our favs are silent stans of the current administration.

they don’t always come out in public,
but they definitely hide in the shadows to do their dirty work.
how disappointing is it to be a TLC fan or stan rn.
i don’t know how they pulled rozanda “chilli” lewis out the shadows but allegedly…

i’m so annoyed at this story.

when chappell roan first started,
i was really into her first album.
it is a fuckin’ masterpiece.

pink pony club.
coffee.
casual.
my kink is karma.
“good luck, babe” is definitely on my life soundtrack.

i respected her story too about being overlooked,
dropped,
then coming back like:

“watch this.”

i love a good underdog moment.
somewhere along the way tho,
something started being sus with her.
i couldn’t figure it out first,
but she started to feel…
off.

the interviews
the tension with reporters
the drag makeup felt more like geisha makeup
the “don’t look at me for politics” after speaking on politics
the alleged uncle who is a republican in missouri

it started to feel less underdog and more “karen”.
i started wondering why wasn’t she more humble after being poor and overlooked.
well after her ( x recent antics ),
i guess the public is starting to get sick of her.
it turns out that chappell might actually be wealthy AF…

my friend said to me over the weekend:

“life is really testing you right now.
you got a big blessing on the way.”

i need blessing with an s.
it felt good to hear but when you’re in it,
it can feel condescending AF.
last week was utter chaos.

a major blowup at the beginning of the week.
a heavy walking on eggshells the middle of the week.
a 10-person sleepover at the end of the week.
a weekend guest over the weekend.
a no real space to breathe all around.

i had an anxiety attack on friday when i saw 10 people trying to squeeze in here,
and then add on top of that…