another meltdown for (mi)

mi had another meltdown last night.
mi is a family member of mine i have written about before.
her aunt called me and broke the news this afternoon.
she had to be put into an institution again,
only this time,
she will be in there for 2 months apparently…

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arrest (mi)

mi has lost it.
for those who don’t know who mi is,
she is my relative i’ve written about on a few occasions.
i brought her into my home and she continued to violate.
it ended up with her nearly killing me in here.
when she left my crib,
she took her circus to other family member’s homes.
as of recent,
mi got arrested

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died before she could speak to (mi)

my foxy senses are intense these days.
more intense than normal.
i seem to pick up people’s energy really quickly nowadays.
lately at work,
i’ve been feeling like an outcast at the “cool table” at work.
that shouldn’t bother me because i’ve always been an outcast.
with some of the straight wolves at my job,
i can feel the distance from them.
even with some males and foxholers i converse with online.
it’s a weird season for me.
as i was coming home on the train today,
i had some really intense energy about mi.
in my head,
i got these random thoughts that she had died or something…

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enable mi to be worse

enabling.
people often don’t realize the harm enabling does.
i see it with most stan bases on social media.
they’ll baby their fav and become lowkey “yes” people.
that never helps as it allows the fav to do the most destructive,
but because we admire them,
we’ll give them a pass to do whatever.
once they burn out,
everyone is confused and trying to figure out “why?“.

That’s the story of Mi

i spoke to another family member last night.
one who was pretty honest with me…

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it happened to mi (again)

you ever been on cloud 9,
chillin super heavy,
and something just knocked you off that muthafucka?
this morning,

i got this text from a family member about mi

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Mi Wants To Come Back To Live With Me

now that i’ve seen someone with bipolar in action,
i understand everything about the disorder now.
when i see chris brown acting up,
it all makes sense to me.
mi has most of the similar traits.
i got a call from a family member in regards to mi today.
crwzy enough,
she has been on my mind a lot too…

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