one day soon,
people will tell everyone about how they know me.
they’ll shout to the mountaintops:

“I KNEW JAMARI WAY BACK WHEN!
HE WAS SO GREAT!
HE WAS SO KIND TO ME!”

… even those who hurt me will tell a different story.
they might tell the same story including the ones i may have hurt too.

Making all those within The Foxhole proud would mean so much to me tho.

you guys have honestly seen a more real side to me than folks i know irl.
so for you all to witness my success would be awesome.
jonathan majors is hitting his stride and for good reason.
tam’ron hall brought him back to a time when he was a star in the making.
someone from his past joined in that knew he was destined to make it…

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we see a vixen like this and we ASSUME her wolf is fione.
with a bawdy and facial like this,
as gay males,
we ASSUME we would pull the baddest males in all the lands.

Well…
I’m here to font you that I’ve seen vixens that look like this dating the dustiest looking males.
I’m here to font you that I’ve seen vixens like this be single too.

we always assume that “fine only dates fine“,
which when you think about it is kinda fucked up.
a foxholer sent me the following video from alicia mccarvell.
it’s literally “oh you thought!” but as a couple…

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ray j shocked me today.
i know his sister that some of ya’ll didn’t know,
brandy,
has many gay friends and fans.
ray j encourages straight males to show gays more love…

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someday,
we all to grow tf up.
when age catches up with you so does wisdom.
we won’t be making onlyfans and beefing on social media forever.
there comes a time we gotta mature and become adults.
marriages.
mini-mes.
mortgages.
when i saw lil kim trending on twitter,
i had to wonder what was going on.
when i saw nicki minaj mention her in an interview with joe budden:

“Uh oh”

i’m very impressed with nicki today cause this is what she said…

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back in the late 00s ish,
i saw bryan terrell clark’s pictures on myspace and fell in deep like.
he was an up-and-coming actor that i thought was so fine.
like many other actors,
rappers,
singers,
and influencers…

What I didn’t know was that he was part of the life.

in the early 20s,
bryan terrell clark married devario simmons on the first day of 222…

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i love this picture of odell beckham jr.
heart eyes city.
we go from flash brown to odell.
it’s never a dull moment in the foxhole.
you know what i really appreciate?

The number of males in the foxhole who were there for me during my times in need.

males are taught to eat,
sleep,
and fuck.
anything else is “soft” or “gay” even with some gays too.
i’ve been one that most males came to when they needed advice or a shoulder.
unfortunately,
they weren’t strong to defend me when i needed them.
i loved this moment between odell beckham jr and deebo samuels.
odell plays for the rams and deebo plays for the 49ers.
after the 49ers lost,
deebo was crying on the bench.
this is what odell did…

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