b scott is still flippin mad over that little incident from the bet awards.

x read here for an update

well he wants them to still feel all his wrath.
what he gonna do?
sue em right to hell.
2.5 million dollars worth of brimstone…

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i already been hurt.
i already been crying.
i already been talked about.
i already been abused.
i already been spit on.
i already been laughed at.
i already been bullied.
i already been replaced.
i already been betrayed.
i already been lied about.
i already been lied to.
i already been low.
i already been hit the floor.
should i keep going?
yup i will…
i already been lost everything.
i already been homeless.
i already been embarrassed.
i already been humiliated.
i already been dismissed.
i already been left behind.
i already been had my feelings hurt.
i already had my heart broken.
i already been broke.
i already been had anxiety attacks.
i already been attempted suicide.
i already been lost my parents.
i already been lost my best friend.
i already made up in my mind that i got nothing to lose now.

i watched td jakes sermon about you can recover from a fall.
i felt what he said.
heavy.
i fell off,
rolled down a hill,
and landed somewhere in some new forest.
it is a dark and scary place.
i’m battered and bruised,
but i’m dragging my ass back up the mountain.
yeah buddy.
i got to get up there now.
it’s about that time espeically after today.
ain’t nothing more dangerous as someone who is making a comeback.
you really ain’t seen nothing until you fucked with someone who got nothing to lose.
welcome to this new chapter v in my life:

THE COMEBACK

i know my foxes,
wolves,
and hybrids got my back.
i ain’t worried bout nothin.

lowkey: all those people who hurt me,
left me alone,
talked about me,
and made me feel pain in any way.…
i’m coming to collect your fuckin’ head.

excerpts taken from: td jakes you can recover from a fall part one / part two
photo taken from: =culpeo-fox / h-e-l-y

“SHIT!”
that was the first thing that popped out my mouth this morning.
i pressed snooze way too much this morning.
i had to be at the unemployment office at 10am.
it was currently 925am….

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one of my vet foxholers sent me some videos he wanted me to watch.
it was from juanita bynum and its called, “no more sheets”.
ive heard of her,
but never listened to anything she did.
i decided to watch them today and well…

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aww cum rest cho head on my booty.
tell foxi all about it baby…
well i luh breezy wolf,
he know i do,
but he needs to accept some responsibility in his bullshit.
if he woulda sat his ass down and not do stupid shit,
he would be ridin’ high.
instead he choose to act like a common n*gger.
he can’t blame anyone without realizing he gave them plenty of ammunition.
he should be lookin’ like swizz cheese at this point.
i wish him well.

i am a hoarder.
that’s right.
i like to hoard things for the memories they provide.
that movie ticket with that wolf that gave me a good time.
the umbrella from my daiquiri to remember the fun times with friends.
that used condom from when a wolf blew my back out.
i’m totally kiddin on that last part.
yup.
i like to hoard these things to hold on to the “past”.
one thing i use to hoard was people.
holding on to what they use to bring,
rather than seeing that they don’t bring that same joy anymore.
i know you felt that one.
some of them just vanished.
others we had falling out.
then the ones who you see in public and they try to avoid you.
i still kept their numbers just in case.
just in case what tho?
so i had to ask…

Do you hoard people in your life?

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