i cried over aaliyah.
i cried over micheal.
i cried over whitney.
i cried over eric “mcsteamy” dane.

ill be 110%:
i stopped watching “greys anatomy“ long before his character,
dr. mark “mcsteamy” sloan,
came into the picture.
i remember everyone was fiending over his character and i won’t hold you:

i only saw this infamous towel scene that set that season ablaze

…but i always thought he was fine.
he was ruggedly dark handsome to me,
which tend to be my weakness in wolves.
he was on “euphoria” as nate jacob’s equally villainous father.
“cal jacobs“,
but he was shortly diagnosed with ALS.

even though he was in a battle with that disease,
he filmed episodes of the new season of “euphoria” but unfortunately:

eric lost to his fight with ALS yesterday.

it took a year since he announced it for him to completely deteriorate.
i felt really sad about it when the news broke,
but this is what really destroyed me today.
it was a final video on “famous last words” on netflix.
he recorded to his family but he allowed us to see.
Foxhole…

when we move from chaos to much safer ground,
for many of us,
it can leave us still in “fight or flight” mode.
we start scanning for danger when nothing is happening.
it can actually make you feel really fuckin’ nuts.
that is how i’ve been lately…

as of right now,
i love me some pedro pascal.
not sexually attracted to him but “i fux with whatever he got going on“.
he is unproblematic and stays out of trouble.

tmz is trying to bring all the smoke to pedro on the first day of the chinese new year.
it’s the year of the horse,
btw.
last year was the year of the snake and it legit needed to be doused in holy water.

allegedly,
tmz got a tip that pedro was caught spending time with a new boo in new yawk.
who is the new boo?
well…

these are the only things i like on this jackal.
his personality has been exposed as terrible so that’s the only thing to like tbh.
don’t even get me started on the alleged OF scamming.
i saw he uploaded a video for valentine’s day called “valentine’s day pump“.
from the IG description,
he fonted:

“I got the best valentines pump workout for you proceed with caution tonight 💘😂🔥

1. We got the Melvin’s aka the 🥷 squat
2. Hip thruster aka smack her shi
3. The good girl
4. The Come here’s
5. A meal on the wall
6. Whose is it
7. Don’t run
8. The stretcher

She should be just about wore out after round 1 that’s when hop back in for round 2 & assert dominance 🔥😂“

okay.
gotcha.
this was the video…

“i’m not an idiot, henry.
you told me that you sucked that guy’s dick at Winchester!” – yasmin

“darling,
that was school, okay?
it’s basically prison.
everyone gets a pass for that.
you can be a homo at school.” – jon snow

so i loveeeeeeeeeeeee “industry” on HBO max.
i didn’t get into “succession” but i got into this heavy.
i love how every season of that show continues to become massive.
the show started off about the finance industry,
and i didn’t know wtf they were talmbout those first 2 seasons,
but it has become much more than that as this story progresses.
many are upset the anti-hero is a black vixen so that makes me support more.
last sunday’s episode was titled,
“oh henry“,
and one of the characters got exposed in a way that got me thinking.

they were on top of the world,
making money with their new company,
but had to resign after being blackmailed with a secret sex video.

not only a secret sex video,
but a secret sex video with someone underage.
the blackmailers sent the video to their email to get them in line.
so this is what has been sitting on my mind heavy.
hypothetically fonting on this fine tuesday…

i’ll admit that my ears are not trained for bad singing unless it obvious.
i go with how music makes me feel about 98% of the time.

so there are some singing that i like,
even if the live performance is terrible for others.

brandy has had a weird comeback recently.
from the tour issues in the beginning,
to whatever she had going on with beyonce backstage,
and don’t even get me started on that brother of hers.
the next up on the growing list:
how she chose to perform the national anthem at the ’26 allstar game…