when it was revealed that billy porter‘s character “pray tell” in pose has hiv,
he acted those scenes passionately.
the tears felt real and being the cancer sign that i am,
i picked up on his emotions that this was something personal for him.

i was right because billy revealed his storyline on pose is actually based on current events…

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we were cool af or so i thought.
he would come to me for advice and want to chill.
straight.
platonic.
it wasn’t until a vixen hinted i might be gay that it all changed.
suddenly,
it went from us being close to him avoiding me.
he wanted to save his reputation than our friendship.
it hurt because i thought he was my friend.

true story.
that ( x tyler lepley entry ) sort of triggered me.
i’ve lost straight “friends” over rumors of my sexuality.
once someone does a fox hunt on me…

some males don’t want to be guilty by association.
that’s a hurt that many gay males know all too well.
earlier today,
i got a call from scavenger asking me this question:

“Why do people think only gay people are the ones with HIV?”

it was a very “huh?” question,
but i let him know many straights are catching diseases out here too.
he went on to tell me how his home-wolf/jackal feels some kind of way about gay males…

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If you could have hopped in a time machine 5 years ago,
if you could see your life now,
would you expect it to be this way?

that’s an interesting question i was posed recently.
so there is a vlogger that’s known for “reading” people.
not even people that have done him wrong.
he just attacked others at random.
i happened to be one of those people.
i wanna say it was about 5 years ago.
he came into my twitter mentions and allegedly fonted:

“your shit is trash”

something wild disrespectful.
i could’ve responded back with ignorance,
but i knew when someone is known for “reading”,
it’ll be endless back and forth that won’t have an end.
i saw all the folks he had beef with and i didn’t care to be involved.
i left it alone because i felt it wasn’t worth it.
well the other day,
his vlog randomly popped up on my youtube recommendations.
he had an announcement he wanted to share with his fan base…

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so ya know how ya’ll like to have raw sex while on prep?
well i might need ya’ll to stop.
another person just contracted hiv because of it.
a foxholer sent me this… Continue reading “prep – are to get hiv with all the raw sexin” →

after this entry,
i don’t think we’ll want that “big dick energy”.
bye to that.
so relationships ain’t easy.
you just don’t get into it with the one of your dreams and think:

“he looks good so things will go smooth.”

“he got money so i’ll always be happy.”

“he has connections so life will be set.”

nope.
it don’t always work like that.
not when you have liars and abusers out here.
you gotta be careful.
the foxholers blew up my box about the following story.
it involves rihanna’s stylist,
farren mean andrea aka fucci.
i never heard of him.
he recently posted that he contracted hiv,
in which he announced on his social medias:

…but come to find out,
he forgot to mention he allegedly beat his boyfriend,
zac.
these are all the pictures and some commentary…

Continue reading “so rihanna’s stylist fucci has hiv and an alleged abuser too? (the ghetto?)” →

for those foxholers who are on “grindr”,
call your lawyers because you might have a case.
thank God i never participated in the “grindr” fuckery.
i was turned off enough on “jack’d”.
so grindr out here allegedly sharing your personal information.
this is what a foxholer sent me via the daily mail…
Continue reading “Your HIV Results Might Be The Top Shared Online” →