today was a pretty good day.
better than yesterday.
yesterday was “fuck shyt” central.
i guess god decided to grant me a life pass…
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so i realized my happiness starts when i lose the fucks.
i accumulated a lot of fucks.
it explains all this stress and weight loss.
left has been asking me to get a ps4 for a minute now.
between the 2 page text dissertation,
and speech that followed,
he could as well worked for the sony corp.
since i know i was gonna get one anyway for “batman arkham knight”,
i told mi get dressed and take a run with me real quick.
well…
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they say energy is contagious.
i believe it.
i feel like we pass energy to each other daily.
you ever met someone who was just always “happy”?
you know those “people”.
they’re the ones that can see sun beams through thick rain clouds.
life could be a fuckin’ mess,
shit could be on the way up to the fan,
but somehow they see the positive in it all.
nothing ever seems to upset them.
they are the people we are “supposed” to be like.
they mastered the art of “killing people with kindness”.
the ones we have to emulate so we can make other people comfortable.
what is with this need that we’re supposed to make people comfortable anyway?
just a thought.
well i had to wonder…

Is it strange when someone is actually happy?
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i was all set to write about what makes me happy tonight.
judging from the 3 textedit windows and my writers block…
…let’s just say that ain’t happening.
truthfully when i think of what makes me happy,
like that legit happiness,
well it has to be…
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yesterday was a hectic day,
my paws are barkin’,
but it proved a win for me emotionally.
it made me realize how down i have been for a while now…
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ya know…
i was sitting in church today and something came over me.
something that felt like it was about to burst out my tear ducts.
yes.
i know.
i am very emotional for whatever reason.
i needed to share it with the foxhole…
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