i’m kinda ashamed to font this but:

I started wearing pink when I saw Cam’ron wear this iconic pink outfit.

i always loved the color pink but growing up,
i was told only girls wore pink while boys wore blue.
once i saw him do it because he was one of the hip-hop favs,
i wore an all-pink outfit to an event.
it was a light pink shirt,
light blue jeans,
and squeezed my feets in girl’s pink forces.
i hated wearing them cause they made my feet HURT.
pain is beauty cause i got compliments and was called “pink panther“.

so it was very disappointing to see cam post this…

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i got into troye sivan with his album,
“blue neighborhood“.
it helped that he was gay and talking about heartbreak.
in an ig story,
troye allegedly posts the cocktail he takes that makes him gay…

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some people’s worth is tied to the flex.
some people can only wear designer shit to feel good.
others can look like a million dollars in h&m.
ex(?) rapping wolf,
slim thug,
wants us to know he’s cheap and refuses to look gay in his clothes…

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what is actually gay nowadays?
any takers?
it seems like more people are becoming fluid in this decade.

That means they do “gay shit” but are still considering themselves to be straight.

“yes,
she ate my pussy but i’m not into gals.”
“oh yeah,
i fucked him but he is the only dude i’d smash.”

there are attentionistos who are fluid and getting milked #disrespectfully.
i’ve always said most straights would go “gay” with the right person.
they call that “vibes” now.
diplo said he has gotten head before from another male,
but according to tmz…

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i’ve never heard of lil wop before.
maybe i have,
i don’t remember.
this is one of his songs tho:

uh huh.
yeah,
so question:

What happened to when artists looked glamorous?
Like,
music videos looked rich af.
These days,
artists look like they don’t bathe and worship Satan.
I’m tired of artists looking relatable.
They didn’t become rich to look like some random on Flatbush or The Heights.

anyhoo,
lil wop came out as bisexual a while back:

but the other day,
he claims there is a new szn for the “city guhl” gays abound.
hot girl summer out…

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Ugly.
Lanky.
Awkward.
“A Girl” aka Not Like The Other Boys

that’s how i used to view myself.
anytime i got high,
that is the fox i saw in my mind.
i would associate myself with how they spoke of “bullers” in barbados.
( x what a buller is )

*These males that dl males crept into their backdoors secretly to fuck.
*The ones that would be ignored and shamed in public.
*Some dressed up in drag and were labeled crazy.

i was scared to be myself because this is how i felt i was viewed.
it made me super self-conscious and living in my head all the time.
“is this why many of them kept me as a secret?”
“why they didn’t want people to know we were friends/close?”
i’m sure it was true to some but that wasn’t the reality for all.
i asked myself a question while on my day off yesterday…

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