FOXMAIL

Hey Jamari, 

Let me first start off by saying I am a fan of you, your work and just overall everything you stand for. I was hoping you could give a little insight on something. My dream is to be an actor, I love the craft I live for it; it’s one of the few things in my life that feeds my soul. I’m openly gay but discreet. And as a young gay BLACK man I have 3 strikes against me. 

1. Black
2. Male
3. Gay 

I know that it’s 2018 and it seems like everyone is getting their life these days but in the same breath there’s still a stigma on us. We can’t be considered “masculine” or we can’t play the lead bc with ppl knowing that I’m gay I won’t be taken seriously. I want to strike it big but I’m.. I guess you can say stuck on the F.E.A.R. complex

Fuck.
Everything.
And.
Run.

Mostly because I’m fearful of being typecast or shunned bc of my sexuality and as much as it pains me to admit it but I’ve been on the Grimmr (yes, I call Grindr the Grimmr bc let’s just be honest that thang is GRIMEY!! lol) yes I’ve sext’d and feel that if I do become a star someone will “expose” me.   Now don’t get me wrong FAME is definitely NOT the goal, I would still act if even if it were in dinner theatre (God forbid) but how can I get over my FEAR complex and finally LIVE and not just exist? 

Much Love & Light

MY ANSWER…

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foxhole…
i have been so frustrated.
like,
DONE.
i got so much emails about the foxhole having issues…

Continue reading “THE FOXHOLE HAD ME DEPRESSED AF” →

i’m always fascinated by what folks have on their phones.
i’ll admit i’m nosy.
i was on youtube the other day,
looking at iphone x videos,
and came across videos “whats on my iphone x”:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5p_e6DFC2fo

i found it interesting.
again,
i’m nosy.
so i wanted to share with the foxhole what’s on my phone…

Continue reading “Cum On In (Taking You Real Deep Into My Phone)” →

i want to start tweeting more.
i feel like,
as a creator for foxhole content,
that should be the perfect outlet for me.
thing is…

Continue reading “I Want To Learn How To Use Twitter (Frfr)” →

i need the work out attentionistos to do the following:

work out
shut up
thirst trap

i don’t need to hear them “think”,
let alone give an opinion.
^that attentionisto who does by @royal_mcmxciii has an opinion.
an opinion about gays/bi sliding in his dms.
he posted this on his ig via a f-bi…
Continue reading “Stop Sending Me Your Gay Ass DMS! Live Your Life!” →

texas foxhole…
i am praying for ya’ll,
like,
super heavy.
hurricane harvey is on a mission to fuck shit up.
your president wanted to wish ya’ll well…
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