i decided to take a “me day”.
i’ve been feeling depressed,
but i feel like i might be coming down with something too.
after i wrote the first entry,
i took a benadryl and knocked out.
when i awoke,
i escaped into the world of “good tv“.
you know i love a good binge.
i started with “blackish” and “this is us” after.
the show ended 30 minutes ago,
but i couldn’t get my shit together because i was crying so hard. (some light spoilers ahead)…
so i woke up thursday morning wanting to call out. i always want to call out.
i knew i couldn’t because i had that eventto go to.
this job drains me.
i was actually dreading working a full day and then doing an event that night.
even though i was over it and tired af,
i still got up and went in.
as i was walking into work,
i got a phone call that made me cry all the way there.
so let’s rewind back… Continue reading “The Call That Made Me Cry”
i love when animals win.
i also love when the animals in my life win.
if anyone knows me,
they know i will show love to anyone who i feel deserves it.
i’m not like the rest who only take you seriously…
i’m up. why?
i’m in pain.
for the life of me,
i don’t know how i hurt my hand,
but it’s on fire right now.
just as long as it allows me to use my magic wand aka keyboard.
so i decided to catch up on some celeb news in the morning hours.
i came across this video of k michelle on “sway in the morning”.
during the interview, k michellebroke completely down.
sway and heather b even had to get up to hug her. check it out… Continue reading “K Michelle Breaks Completely Down”
i just had a long talk with star fox’s mom.
i really appreciate that she stillcatches up with me.
she is currently suffering with a bad leg.
i was telling her about my job and how stuck i felt.
how i got an email from the recruiter yesterday,
but when i asked if we could interview after i get off work,
she told me she leaves every day at 330pm.
i could take the day off to go in,
but realistically that this is a temp agency.
she would have to find me jobs that i would have to interview for.
i would still have to take a ton of days off until i find the perfect job.
i let her know how my department is being run by clowns.
how much they don’t like me,
but have to deal with me since i do a better job than them all.
how i want to really say “fuck these jobs mang” all together.
i want to be my own bossand have my own rules.
i was frustrated and needed to vent all this word vomit out of me. suddenly i felt the needed to turn it all around and say the following… Continue reading “Everything That Rises Must Cry First”
one of my f-bi sent me this tonight.
after i read it, I LOST IT!!!! tears.
real tears. i was still in my feelings after dreaming about my father earlier. i love to read about shit like this tho. i was just thinking earlier if real love like this exist? or is it just something you see in the movies/tv now? i guess i got my answer.