we will always have someone in our lives who is better than us.
siblings.
classmates.
the local celebrities on social media.
we will always stand in their shadows…

…but that doesn’t mean we have to do their PR either.

we should NOT be answering about anyone else but our own stuff.
this is my issue with my beautiful vixen,
kelly rowland.
during her press runs for her new movie,
“mea culpa” with fione ass trevante rhodes…

they keep asking her about whatever bey got going on.
she finally flipped her wig here…

I called it.
I knew it.
I felt it.
I heard it.

i had a feeling bey was dropping new music.
she wasn’t walking around here like dolly parton.
i knew before her iconic verizon commercial during the superbowl:

pause: i love love LOVE this commercial.
i love when bey shows us her personality.
well after usher’s concert,
bey was like it’s my turn and she broke the superbowl cause…

so a lot of nonsense happened at the grammys last night.
some things i cared about; other things are whatever.
i love bey and jay,
been riding with them for a long time and attended some of their concerts,
but what jay said on the grammys stage last night…

when i went to beyonce’s concert,
i didn’t notice she had a fine-ass guitarist.
i saw bey and the dancers but no meats on stage.

Well,
when I went to get food,
there was one wolf who stopped EVERYONE in their tracks.
He was FIONNNNNNNNNNNE.
Them pecs in that shirt made me want to skip the fries and breastfeed.

i might have been so wrapped up in the good time i was having.
so when i saw this video of agape woodlyn:

i was like wherrrrrre tf was i when he walked out on stage?
 this video tho…

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blessings.
they can come at any time when we least expect them.
i think that is the beauty of life that we don’t realize.
sometimes,
God can throw us a bone or a whole carcass.
remember ( x this entry ) that i wrote?
after i wrote it,
i had felt a release and acceptance after.
when i let go of something (or someone) and move on,
magic always happens.
i got an email a week later from one of my foxholers asking…

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one of my biggest issues in life is feeling fomo.
it stems from my childhood.
being last to be picked in gym class,
not feeling noticed by my family,
and just never feeling like i belong or accepted anywhere.

FOMO or Fear of missing out feels like you are missing something that will make you feel like you belong or are complete.

…but do we really feel complete if we are still feeling empty inside?
i cannot afford bey this year.
she got cut for other priorities i got going on.
i’m in that weird “in between blessings” transition period.
i really wanted to go and when i saw all of these videos on twitter…

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