put that thing to you mouth and blow it really hard for me (happy birthday foxhole)

so the mi drama knocked me on my whole ass.
i ended up getting a bad headache on friday night.
even tho the headache left,
but all i did was sleep and binge tv shows.

sidebar: i got into this show on netflix,
dead to me“:

i’m a tiny bit obsessed.

i was supposed to put up streamers,
pull out the fog machine,
blow up the balloons,
and getting a cake for the foxhole…

it is the 11th birthday of the foxhole.


don’t get too close tho.
you know are supposed to be social distancing.
it makes me feel accomplished that i’ve been at this for 11 years now.
we have been through so much and i’m so grateful for the blessing that is this.
everyone who reads is like one big ass extended family.
we might not always see eye to eye,
but its always love and respect.
i’m thrilled to spend another year with you!
this feels like it’s gonna be a good one!

low-key: i was telling someone how some folks in my life pay me dust,
they chase and hype up the “popular kids” and leave me out of their festivities,
but i have strangers that literally support and make me feel included.

they responded:

“People don’t realize how big of a platform this is.
Let them pay you dust.
What’s losing 5 or 10 non-supporters compared to over 100k+ every month?


18 thoughts on “put that thing to you mouth and blow it really hard for me (happy birthday foxhole)

  1. Happy Birthday, Foxhole. I’ve turned a number of people onto this blog since I first came across it. Keep up the excellent work!

  2. Happy birthday Foxhole ! Ive been following you since 2010 or so… Here’s to 11 more years of growth and elevation.

  3. Congrats J! Here’s to many more years of bigger and better than success!!! πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ†πŸŽ†πŸŽ†πŸŽπŸŽπŸŽ

  4. Somethings dont last 11 minutes, 11 days, 11 months..but here you are. Congratulations

    1. Yeahhhhh Issa party in here today!!!!πŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽπŸŽπŸŽπŸŽπŸŽπŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸ§¨πŸ§¨πŸ§¨πŸ§¨πŸŽ†πŸŽ†πŸŽ†πŸŽ‡βœ¨βœ¨βœ¨ #9YearsForMe

  5. Happy Anniversary, Jamari! It’s been a blast for me since discovering the foxhole in 2011. I’ve enjoyed commenting and the repartee with other foxholers. Best wishes for the future!

  6. Happy Anniversary, I”m having a Coconut strawberry cheese cake in your honor. Love this site and topics so much, i’m looking old archive you have on the right sidebar from 2009. Thank you for putting that there and always wondered about your first entry.

    1. ^awww that sounds gooooooood!

      you’re welcome my!
      i look back at my old entires and i cringe.
      there is so much growth from then until now.

  7. OMG I started reading this website back in 2012. I was originally searching for gay porn, lmfaoo! Instead came across this blog and thought it was interesting. For a long time after that i couldn’t remember the name of the blog and so I didn’t visit but then one day the name just came to me. Anyways Jamari, thank you for everything you’ve ever written. This blog has helped me through so much and has made feel less alone.There were times when I’ve read an entry and its topic was identical to what I was going thru at that time. I mean I thought you were following me around or something. Thank you again Jamari. I appreciate you and all the foxhole commenters

    Sidenote: I still can’t believe we actually know what you look like. OMG I will never forget that day because u thought it would never come. God bless you.

    1. ^thank you d for your presence within the foxhole.
      i lol’d at you looking for gay porn.
      i always enjoy hearing how people find this site.

      when i made this site,
      i always said i wanted to be as transparent as i can be.
      even as an anonymous blogger,
      i wanted to be as β€œseen” to the audience.
      it’s such a blessing to hear that my struggle has helped others find themselves.
      that legit makes me emotional and allows me to understand my purpose!
      year 11 is gonna be amazing!

  8. Happy Birthday Foxhole. I know I don’t comment like I use to, but I still visit everyday. I discovered the foxhole in January 2012. The foxhole and Jamari has helped me so much navigate through this life and accept myself as a gay man and see how others were just like me and I was not a weirdo or different for liking the same sex. I was 22 and DL when I first visited, now at 30 I’m an out and proud gay man. Thanks Jamari for what you do.

      1. Happy 11th Birthday Foxhole!!!! πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽ‚πŸ§πŸ°πŸ¦πŸ¨πŸΎπŸ₯‚πŸ·πŸ₯ƒπŸΈπŸΉπŸŽˆπŸ₯°πŸ₯³πŸ˜ŽπŸ’–

        thank you for building a blogging platform to create an outlet for the mind, body, and soul for queer men like myself and other lgbtqia+ people!

        Thank You Jamari!!!!!!! Much Abundance
        of Blessings and Love To You!!!!!!!!!

    1. @Eric You exude confidence, and pride! I can feel it just by reading your comment. You Go brother!

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