inside jamari fox

when the conspiracy theorists bark that they are injecting hormones in our food,
i’m starting to believe it.

What in THE WORLD is making these males have these horse meats?!

in the last entry,
we talked about length and girth.
a Foxholer sent me one of their favs but i screamed in horror…

Let’s take a trip back right quick.

from a young age,
i knew that i was attracted to other males.
i guess i can say i was born that way.
i don’t recall being molested to trigger my attraction but who knows?
growing up on a small island,
being gay was a scary thing because you could be beaten and hanged.
like,
they would publicly beat criminals with the cat o’ nine tails.
it was also associated with mentally ill people who cross dressed and raped little boys.
so i’m confused and scared that is what i’d be associated as.
now that i’m in healing mode,
i see that…

Andrew Tate has me annoyed since I saw his alleged tweet!

andrew has made his legion of inadequate stans hate vixens,
got them out here sexless AF,
and allegedly…

This entire Amanda Seales situation is so interesting to me.

strictly in my head,
amanda seales speaks to those who have been hurt and fed up by hurtful misconceptions.
she has a voice and is fully using it without any apology.
in black hollywood,
where many people have been ran over and stayed quiet,
it’s always interesting to see someone speaking up because we know how its gonna go.
many black folks don’t like it when you speak up against other black folks.
here is something i’ve learned throughout the years:

Some jackals in the black community expect to hurt you,
break you down,
and you are supposed to shut up and just take it.
They will try to fuck up your reputation and you’re not supposed to do anything about it.

if you’re a victim,
you’re turned into the villain or you’re soft.
if you speak out,
then you need to die or if you’re a black vixen,
you’re amanda seales.
you’re difficult,
hard to work with,
and a bitch.
in that sense,
you’ll be wrong in whatever reaction you give.
so we have to deal with racist white folks and opps within the black community.
my small issue with amanda seales is this…

in the gay forests,
i have learned one thing that i always find quite interesting:

In one community,
everyone has different experiences and reacts to them differently.
We’re also surrounded by others who either understand or are puzzled by those experiences.

….and for some weird reason,
many gays don’t give grace and be gentle to those who are confused.
they speak to others with the same aggression and hatred during their own confusion era.
i hate to font it but you sound like your mother.

its important to understand we are all different and many of us are confused af.
i got a DM from a Foxholer that i was allowed to share with everyone in the hole…

when i font you that i SCREAMED when i saw this shit on twitter just now.
you know i always drop my work my social media,
but when i saw this on my timeline,
i damn near fell off the chair.

“WHATTTTTTTTTTT????????”

so you know the curious fox in me went to investigating.
so i found the original interview with carl winslow aka reginald veljohnson.
he played the father in family matters with urkel.
it was an ET clip from a year ago:

….but he didn’t speak about getting alleged drilled by diddy.
this alleged tale came from luce cannon,
who allegedly attended one of diddy’s parties where he saw the drillin’.
he was on the podcast,
drinks with ginx,
and said…