inside jamari fox

there is light within the darkness if you really look for it.
it’s no secret i’ve expressed that these past few years have broken me.
i feel like i’ve had to be broken into a thoughts pieces to put myself back together.
this time,
i get to do it in my liking and not what others may accept of me.
this morning,
i had a thought about the people who’ve slipped away from my life.
those i was once close to,
or those i hoped to reconnect with,
but it never happened.
a random thought downloaded into my spirit this morning.
i felt the urge to text a good friend what i felt and i wanted to share it here…

have you ever met someone who seemed to be exactly what you were looking for?
in the beginning,
it’s perfect!
you feel like it’s a match made in heaven.
as with most relationships after the honeymoon phase,
and you both start getting use to each other,
things start to change.
the spark fades and you’re left clinging to “the incentive”,
whatever that may be.

now,
imagine meeting someone new while you are with your main.
someone who blows your mind.

the chemistry is undeniable,
the sex is phenomenal,
and every encounter feels like an adventure.
they’re exciting,
captivating,
but they lack “the incentive” that your main has.
you start to wonder if you could look past it.
could you give up the familiarity and stability,
even if it means downgrading?

Is it worth leaving your main and starting over?

this is the dilemma i’ve been grappling with…

it seems like prison is the new place to find a manz.
they got room and board,
don’t gotta worry about getting fed,
and got big muscular bawdies by all the working out they do.
they might have a roommate but so what?!
so why not risk your job to get some PPP (pretty prison penis) too?…

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It be tweets like this that make me cry out for Jesus.

i been sniffin’ around and reading reactions about austin wolf.
i’ve seen many throwing him to the wolves (not the Foxhole kind),
but i’ve seen a few defending him over his degenerate behavior.
there is a question i keep seeing and two Foxholers brought up to me…

I have a friend who got their heart broken pretty bad by their last partner.
Come to find out,
they were talking shit about my friend to their new love interest.
The new love interest was a boy who was 16,
she was in her early 30s,
and my friend is a straight male in his late 20s.
We call her “Pedolyte” anytime she is brought up

predators aren’t always what many straights assume.
people often assume the worst because gay males live so sexually free.
many think tht we are these predators who have to turn any and everyone out.
when in actuality,
i’ve seen reports of more straights being child abusers than anything else.
when i see tweets like this…

His eyes look crazy.

people underestimate the feds.
we underestimate how much we are being watched.
sex working hyena it seems,
austin wolf,
was being watched for more than his scenes.
i did not see him getting caught up for child abuse on my bingo card.
something told me check twitter to see if i was still suspended.
the first thing i see when my timeline refreshes:

Austin Wolf has been arrested on charges of child pornography. pic.twitter.com/iIwsCnzTq9

— Pop Base (@PopBase) June 28, 2024

and i was at my desk with the quickness.
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