ya know,
one thing i’m learning but still fuck up with…

Stop telling folks things until you’re done

i get too excited and want to share the good news,
but i always end up disappointed…

Kevin Portillo

everything is all set on my end,
but kevin is having technical difficulties with his laptop.
we spoke and had a great pre-interview,
but things are tbd at the moment.

TMZ Live

i was supposed to be on tmz again today.
you know i’ve done it about twice and was excited for my third appearance.
so again,
told people in my life to look out and would have debuted on the foxhole.
my topic was about the ( x rona and the pop up shops in la ).
cancelled.
i wrote out what i was gonna say:

“ya know,
its really sad to see we have to go to pop ups to get supplies.
that’s not even happening anywhere else but in cali.
essential workers don’t even have access.
masks and gloves are literally in the 100s on most websites.
i don’t even have a mask or gloves and in constant fear when i walk outside.

we gotta give a big shout out to those trying to take the initiative.”

everything that was so promising this week has crashed and burned.
sometimes,
folks will attach their negative energy to your blessings.
i was so excited to finally share some good news.
good news always gets me excited,
but some people don’t have the right energy.
going forward,
everything is:

TBD.

when i do it,
i’ll share.