plot twists in life can be really unexpected.
you can be good today,
making money,
and living your best life and all that shit comes crashing down tomorrow.
there is a twitch streamer that i watch named buddha.
his channel was what introduced me to role-playing on grand theft auto.
it’s like a live improv tv show of cops and robbers.
i’m hooked.
when i was first introduced to buddha,
his mother was slowly dying of cancer.
no sooner than a year after she passed…
My father went into the ICU after his heart surgery on Mother’s Day and passed away today when they attempted to wake him up. At a loss for words. Lost both of the foundations who made me who I am today in less than a year apart. Heartbroken. pic.twitter.com/ljpQ0zRgsf
— Buddha (@Thebuddha_3) May 15, 2022
His father dies.
he moved from canada to texas because he built a home with his wife.
it’s not even a few months in of him adjusting to his new life in america:
He ends up getting a brain bleed and has to have surgery.
He has no health insurance in America.
he can’t drive,
has to learn to walk again,
he cannot stream as much due to potential seizures,
and can’t do much of anything during the healing process.
he streamed to update his followers yesterday and i could ( x hear his sadness ).
he basically told us that he will not be a full-time streamer any longer.
it legit made me cry because he has been through a lot.
i’m gonna continue to pray for his healing but like…
it made me think about how good people have the hardest falls.
all through history,
good people have had it rough.
the bad guys we were warned not to be like end up thriving.
there is a mogul who is thriving but his past artists have died/or are poor.
depending on who you talk to,
he might be a legit bad boy.
i feel like good ones end up more stressed out,
being betrayed,
or not taken seriously while the bad ones are praised and uplifted.
look at our current heroes and idols.
they aren’t necessarily good people.
they are petty,
toxic,
sometimes vile,
and rich af with a legion of followers because of it.
i read a story of ( x a cannibal who ate his friend ) and became a star.
were lied to growing up?
or did the culture change and everyone said fuck it?
i had to wonder…
“The wicked walk on every side when the vilest men are exalted”.
Look at America and its dispassionate treatment of the citizens in this country. Look at all the snakes which have crawled out of the dens of darkness when one vile narcissist, with Russia’s help, stole the 2016 election, became President.
All the skeevy snails from under the septic tank of the bowels of hell are normalized : Marjorie, Lauren Boebert, Herschel. Good guys do indeed finish first, but media feeds us a constant diet of villains, muddying the waters, distorting our perceptions of this narrative.
^ i don’t understand why we are fed toxic and vile behavior first than anything else.
is it to keep us down?
i like my villains on tv shows and movies.
i don’t need them running the country,
being the cool kids,
and our relationship goals.