karaoke came back up north for thanksgiving.
we decided to go to one of my favorite soul food spots,
to catch up.
i ended up getting there a little late.
jamari fox has an issue with being on time.
i had “the rev. al sharpton” which is chicken and waffles.
that i put a quick shot of it on my ig stories:
i came to a realization about us by the end of the night tho…
I think we may have grown apart
karaoke is married now.
she ended up marrying her own “work wolf”.
at this point,
i think she is giving 110% to her marriage.
he attended our lunch date as well.
in my opinion,
i think he’s really nice and a pretty handsome wolf.
before we met up yesterday,
she hasn’t hit me up in weeks.
maybe a solid month.
i could send her a text before marriage and she’d respond quick.
it would take no more than a day.
if i sent karaoke a text,
it may or may not get answered.
that was the first sign.
even though i enjoyed my time with her yesterday,
when it came time to chill after,
i was ready to go home.
there wasn’t any excitement to hang out further.
i’d want to do anything to be in her presence.
she ended up going to some rich gay wolf’s crib in the city.
…and even then,
i was like whatever.
i knew things were different when i sent a message at the end of the night:
“it was so good seeing you!
you have to come back when it’s warm.”
…and it was met with no response.
it made me a little sad,
but i think that’s just life.
our BFFs may fall off as we grow up.
the paths we choose may not always be the same.
it’s due to new loves,
or all of the above.
the love and respect is there,
but the person isn’t any longer.
it was tough pill to swallow but i’m a big fox now.
after years of rejection,
i can be honest with myself about a situation.
i hope that one day we can be on the same path again.
it woulda been different if it was just us?