i’ve started to accept something even tho i be acting like drew barrymore in “50 first dates”:

stop being shocked when someone does the same thing they have always done.

that means,
when someone has continuously shown you who they are,
stop acting like it’s brand new information.

your manz cheated on you again after the first time?
your friend talked shit about you after talking shit about damn near everyone?
that OF content creating jackal scammed you after others have said the same?

so when i saw our current president say this about rob reiner and his wife,
michele,
who were murdered just last night allegedly by their own kid,
i caught myself being shocked at what came out his fingertips…

i’ll never forget something cousin hybrid said to me last year.

“jamari,
there are males out here who work out,
look good,
and what you are looking for; they own companies,
CEOS,
successful and are not on IG acting like prissy bitches in high school.”

it is making more sense to me we close out 2025.
outside of looks or “masculinity”,
there was something else i was looking for that i couldn’t explain.
i have encountered it once or twice and it made me feel hot.
all the vixens were fonting about a recent “actors on actors” discussion.
it was with jonathan bailey (fiyero from wicked) and david corenswet (superman) and i’ll be 110%…

wow.
just wow.

so i watched the 50 doc on diddy last night,
“sean combs: the reckoning“,
and again: wow.
this is a very well put together docuseries.
it’s not a full drag sesh in what we thought 50 would do,
but it is very informative in how this pokémon got into it’s final form.
off top,
i blame 3 things…

for all of us who watched “scandal”,
“house of cards”,
and “the 2024 election”,
we know how cutthroat politics can be.
with this following story,
i don’t know if i should be on the side of justice or “all heros don’t wear capes”.
above is gilles artigues,
a former deputy and roman catholic in france,
who was known for speaking out against gay marriage.
his rival and french mayor,
gaël perdriau,
wanted to show the french forests that he may not have approved of gay marriage but…

i use to know someone who looked like young diddy.
2003 diddy.
“i need a girl” diddy.
trying to control everyone like diddy.
that was his “claim to fame“.
its interesting how even a knock off treated people badly too.
i know after all this shit,
he wants to rip his entire face off but knowing him:

he probably on the side of diddy too.

well,
like myself,
50 is a july cancer.
you know we are loyal and loving until we treated unfairly.
my “diddy lookalike” tried me and i was the only person to leave his ass.
even with the money and clout,
i wasn’t gonna deal with that shit.
while diddy is currently sitting in prison…

sidebar: can we talk about how they put him in a prison called “fort dix”.
like,
nasty work.

…50 is gonna load out a documentary about him on december 2nd.
Foxhole…

for the life of me,
i can’t understand how ANYONE is getting caught up with cat (fish) burglars in 2025.
we have so many ways to verify anyone that we are fonting with.
i mean,
yes,
i’d queef if charlie randomly hit me…

…but even if charlie hit me from his IG account,
i’d still go through the steps to verify.

i’m def not getting on a plane,
traveling to a place i don’t know,
to sit in the lobby of unknown place either.

folks be playing russian roulette with their lives when it comes to getting dicked down.
when he reposted that someone was pretending to be him on his IG stories,
i was like huh…