i’ve had situations where DL wolves flirt with me privately,
but as soon as they were around others in public,
they were acting like i was the source of covid-19.
if they even acted like they were cool with me,
it would put a spotlight above our heads.
it annoyed TF outta me because it always made me feel like i was the problem.

NAH,
I WASN’T THE PROBLEM.

if he thought i was gonna try to tongue him down in public,
he clearly didn’t know me well enough.
i know how to conduct myself in public.
the thought i came to recently is:

HE wanted to tongue me down in public.
HE wanted to be himself with me but he was scared others would see him.
HE wanted to be comfortable but he knew he would expose himself.

so it had nothing to do with me; it had everything to do with those males.

i’m another male who is attracted to other males tho so its different for me.

i always ask this question and i never get an answer.
so i’ll ask it again because may this time i will:

if a trans vixen is considered to be a biological woman,
a straight wolf hitting on her is par the course,
right?

straight wolves hit on vixens all the time,
so for laverne cox to tell keke palmer on her podcast that…

one thing about 98% of these attenionistos is:

they LOVE to bite the paws that feed them

you can TELL when the attentionistos have lost their funding.
they either done pissed off “big daddy” or they broke up.

once you see them on OF doing shit they said they’ve never do,
like the cheeks are all the way open,
that is how you know.

i’ve always told foxes and vixens that even if a wolf is trickin’,
you should still have your own i.e. business or still working.
once we give a male control over us,
it’s gonna be hard to get it back,
especially when he is paying for everything.
that opens up the door to all kinds of bullshit.

in Foxhole’s recent past,
i posted about a particular attentionisto and how he allegedly messed up with his gay sponsor.
all he had to do was:

show up
keep his bawdy right
allegedly bend over once or twice a month

…but nope,
he had to go and do dumb shit.
this is allegedly what he is doing now to pay them bills…

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i was gonna post my fav pic of lance gross for this entry,
but i can’t find it.
ugh.
so we’ll use this:

…as back ups to prove no point other than “dark chocolate is good for us“.
lance has a good eye for clothes cause i always love many of his looks,
but unfortunately:

he doesn’t have a good eye for hair color

i’m with his mother on this one…

as soon as i woke up this morning,
some Foxholers were sending me things about perez hilton on tiktok.
i saw the video but it was so blurry,
i didn’t know WHAT i was looking at.
another Foxholer hit me up and told me not to look at the video.
i appreciate that kind of love tbh.
they were trying to protect my spirit because tbh…

you already know we don’t know what is truly going on in other people’s lives.
for instance,
i saw a picture of me the other day that someone sent me from a few years ago.
hated everything about it.

i was stupid thin.
like,
i looked unhealthy.

at that time i took that picture,
i remember people asking me if i was okay.
the reality was:

i was really stressed out around that time,
and when a Fox is stressed,
his weight drops as well.

thankfully,
people still gave me grace but for someone like ariana,
i can see why everyone is concerned.
although i love her new album,
“petal“…

and i loveeeeeeeeee the song for the title track…

have you ever seen someone in the wild,
thought they were attractive,
and as soon as they opened their mouth or font...

all you could do was go,
“ew.”

that is how i felt with a vixen i saw on “the neighborhood talk” recently.
she went to usher/chris brown’s “best dry hump” dual concert,
but she was acting like she was either sanctified or had a wolf in the audience.

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that back was real straight and the “lean back” was giving,
“yo break stink but i don’t know how to tell you“.
none of that was the case.
she decided to unclasp her fingers and let her inner hood rat do the fonting…