last night at the ‘24 bet awards,
it was all about getting black folks out there to vote.
almost every presentation; almost every commercial.
taraji even went off script at one point.
after that debate,
folks are scared.
even if folk’s think biden’s a zombie,
they really don’t want “the orange one” back.
after this news,
i think this is another reason why.
trump’s got the supreme court shielding him via msnbc…

there is light within the darkness if you really look for it.
it’s no secret i’ve expressed that these past few years have broken me.
i feel like i’ve had to be broken into a thoughts pieces to put myself back together.
this time,
i get to do it in my liking and not what others may accept of me.
this morning,
i had a thought about the people who’ve slipped away from my life.
those i was once close to,
or those i hoped to reconnect with,
but it never happened.
a random thought downloaded into my spirit this morning.
i felt the urge to text a good friend what i felt and i wanted to share it here…

It be tweets like this that make me cry out for Jesus.

i been sniffin’ around and reading reactions about austin wolf.
i’ve seen many throwing him to the wolves (not the Foxhole kind),
but i’ve seen a few defending him over his degenerate behavior.
there is a question i keep seeing and two Foxholers brought up to me…

I have a friend who got their heart broken pretty bad by their last partner.
Come to find out,
they were talking shit about my friend to their new love interest.
The new love interest was a boy who was 16,
she was in her early 30s,
and my friend is a straight male in his late 20s.
We call her “Pedolyte” anytime she is brought up

predators aren’t always what many straights assume.
people often assume the worst because gay males live so sexually free.
many think tht we are these predators who have to turn any and everyone out.
when in actuality,
i’ve seen reports of more straights being child abusers than anything else.
when i see tweets like this…

last night,
we all watched a horror movie together.
unfortunately,
we are watching and starring in it as well.

“Nightmare of the ’24 Presidential Election”

there’s no popcorn,
the seats are uncomfortable,
and the only way we can escape is leaving the country.
the two that we can’t escape from are biden and trump.
what we learned from last night’s debate is…

when i was younger,
i was wild sensitive.
like,
deep in the jungles kind of wild.
you couldn’t make a joke in my expense without me spiraling.
i tried to control how people saw me.
if someone dared come for me,
or if i fell on my ass in public…