after this entry,
i don’t think we’ll want that “big dick energy”.
bye to that.
so relationships ain’t easy.
you just don’t get into it with the one of your dreams and think:

“he looks good so things will go smooth.”

“he got money so i’ll always be happy.”

“he has connections so life will be set.”

nope.
it don’t always work like that.
not when you have liars and abusers out here.
you gotta be careful.
the foxholers blew up my box about the following story.
it involves rihanna’s stylist,
farren mean andrea aka fucci.
i never heard of him.
he recently posted that he contracted hiv,
in which he announced on his social medias:

…but come to find out,
he forgot to mention he allegedly beat his boyfriend,
zac.
these are all the pictures and some commentary…

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it’s hard to be a straight black wolf.
sometimes,
even a gay one.
anything you do can have your masculinity questioned.
from the clothes you wear,
the music you like,
and even the food you eat.
a foxholer just sent this snippet from wiz khalifa on “the breakfast club”.
even tho we have to question his decision making,
this is what he had to imply about eating bananas…
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i like my bitches to be upfront with their bitchery.
male or female.
i respect a real bitch.
nothing worst than a fake bitch being in disguise as:

a “good” person
that “cool” person
that “chill” family member
my “cool ass” foxholer
the “we connected” wolf

…so on and so forth.
i’ve often wondered tho…

Does being fake really get you anywhere?

losing my job wasn’t the thing that pissed me off…

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white gays have it easier.
well the suburban teen white gays do.
you know the ones i’m fontin’ about.
the ones who live in the big nice houses in some small town.
a place where everyone knows everyone.
you can’t take a shit without everyone knowing.
in the big nice house,
every morning,
they eat breakfast as a family and actually converse.
he picks his friends up every morning and they go get coffee.
they meet and eat together at lunch.
in my head,
as a black fox from the hood,
whose growing up was different,
it seems like they have it easier.
some can come out to those same parents with ease.
as blacks,
we gotta wonder if we come out,
will we ever see our parents again.
so i watched “love, simon” tonight.
a fav foxholer in my dms recommended it to me.
it left me feeling all warm and fuzzy in the end…

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there are those above us that shine ever so brightly.
they have worked hard and earned there place with the stars.
there is always that one jackal(s) who thinks throwing shots,
or trying to bring them down,
is what will elevate them to that same level.
well i’m here to font…

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so this is lloyd‘s album cover for “tru lp”,
which drops on 8/31.
as you can see,
he is baring more than his soul.
well a homophobic jackal made his way into his ig comments,
this is what they had to font:

…i bet a snow wolf is taking the photo?
i don’t get the correlation.
either way,
 this is what lloyd responded…

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