i tell and font folks that:

Many males,
regardless if they are straight or gay,
will miss red flags in order to be put on.

in the entertainment and modelling industry,
where there is no HR department to complain to,
you can find yourself having to be your own manager,
publicist,
stylist,
and body guard until you land an agent.
not only that:

You have to have discernment,
thick fur,
and be a cunning wolf,
fox,
or vixen.

i’ve had straight males tell me they’d bend over for x amount of money.
i had one say:

“Shiiiiiiit,
if Diddy wanted to bend me over for a million dollars,
Ima be on that bed with my ass up.”

i don’t know WHAT’s happening at tyler perry’s den but alleged exposes are on the menu.
braxton wells,
a retired and disabled army vet,
was allegedly raped by mark e. swinton when he worked on “the oval”.
wtf is up with “the oval” and the shit happening over there?
mark e. swinton is the VP of tyler perry studios.
this is mark’s first video on his IG that started it off over the weekend:

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and what followed was a trail of WTF…

everyone is entitled to their opinion on diddy’s verdict.
we do or don’t have to like it.

When I saw people dancing in-front of the court house tho,
pouring baby oil on themselves,
that kind of did the opposite reaction for me.

they saw celebrating; it made diddy look worse.
he will be forever referred to as “baby oil” after all his indiscretions got revealed.
plus:

Why are we having this moment over a twice convicted felon who got denied bail?

like,
that confused me but i’m always confused nowadays.
that part was giving “regular wednesday at arkham asylum“….
but the part that really disturbed me?…

so diddy was only found guilty of two charges.
surprise surprise.
at this point,
i wouldn’t be shocked he walks out of prison today.
we got a “big beautiful bill” that is about to screw many americans,
including those who voted for our new president,
out of their health care and benefits.
anyone ( x lower income ) could as well continue to stay poor.
so that is going to end well! /s
don’t even start with americans being considered of deportation:

every day,
it’s always something in this forest that makes me question reality.
even in my own life,
it feels like:

Nothing makes sense,
everything is upside down,
and I’m even questioning if God care anymore.

but then i realized something in this current timeline…

remember that one story i posted on here about a gay murder mystery?
“jamari,
that is A LOT of entries on here.”
it was this entry starring julian taylor morris and his ex,
deundray cottrell.

x SEE ENTRY HERE

deundray was murdered by ( x being strangled ),
which is a very passionate way to kill someone.
julian vanished and at the time,
he was for being associated as the lead sus with the murder.
it had everyone was looking for him on black gay twitter.
a F-BI sent me a drop that julian is back in the IG habit,
but as julian taylorde,
and with an alleged new twin he maybe dating…

I don’t think these two should have a reality show.
He had one with the vixen he left her for back in the 10s.
They are both aging really well tho.

i had someone tell me they didn’t vote for kamala because:

“She laughed too much and women can’t run the church let alone run the country.”

...but then in the next sentence,
turn around and start complaining about this current administration.

ya’ll ain’t gonna ever let nelly forget he performed for our current president.
he made it very clear that he has done many good things for the black community,
but gives a look into why kamala didn’t win the presidency…

this morning after a wonderful weekend,
i come back to reality and under the brad pitt entry:

“You are a 43 year old man. Grow the fuck up and settle down already. Give the young black gays something to aspire to. Ain’t you tired Jimmy? Go watch some CraigTheWriter videos on YouTube and get your shit together. Old ass queens make me fucking sick.”

ouch!
i JUST wrote about mikayla raines taking her own life over online bullying.
what a way to be an example a week later.
it was from screen name “YN“.
this didn’t feel like it was coming from a young n!gga tho.
the wording felt like an old gay pineapple projecting his venom on me.
so let’s break this down…