We didn’t care that we gave that person trauma.
We didn’t care they needed a friend and we posed as an enemy.
We didn’t care they liked us and we took advantage of that.
We didn’t care we had power and used it to hurt others.
We didn’t care about their wounds after we beat them.

…but suddenly we care when the tables have turned?
we care about our past victims because we are in the position to feel like one.
i’m here to font…

Do we know when we are doing the absolute most?

some gay males are super horny,
like,
all the time.
in being in horny mode 24/7,
they often are missing one thing:

Understanding other people’s boundaries.

it’s like when we randomly show up to an event we aren’t invited to,
but then we’re confused why people were talking heavy shit about us.

Sidebar: I don’t show up to anyone’s event unless I’m personally invited.
If it ain’t on Jamari’s calendar,
I ain’t going.
I’ve seen people act wild shady when someone shows up to an event they broadcasted.

so it’s one thing to walk in your authentic self but:

When does it start crossing the line?

i saw a clip on twitter and was like…

yesterday,
it took damn near a whole ass day to charge my iPhone.
after updating to ios 18,
it was things were on snail time.
it got me sooooooo vex.

Sidebar: the fact that Apple Intelligence aka Apple AI,
which is only available on new models,
is absolutely ridiculous to me.
Instead of them offering basic AI functions in this new iOS,
like for productivity use in mail and calendars,
they want you to go buy a whole new phone.
Out of control.

besides the new photos app remodel being a choice…

these folks who cheat or DL are gonna love this new feature cause…

Did people completely lose their minds like this when Obama was running?

sure,
he had his fair share of haters but there was a lot of kindness too:

let’s be 110%…

Nothing comes close to the chaos of Kamala’s run.

this weekend,
elon musk stirred the pot yet again,
questioning something so outrageous…

I just had to tell someone recently:

“You always pick things against your best interest.
You choose the wrong men and the wrong life choices.
You’ve been not only a consistent disappointment in my life,
but with those around you.
We have all grown accustomed to YOU doing the wrong shit.
Why would I believe you’d make the best decision that would help me?”

Needles to font,
we aren’t speaking atm.
It felt good to say it out loud.

i’m at the point of my life where i don’t expect much anymore.
my expectations are low when it comes to certain people/things.
if someone/something has a habit of showing up,
i keep my expectations at a healthy place.
other people/things:

it helps you from being disappointed instead of getting you hopes up.
if the opposite happens,
you can act like a kid who got what they wanted for christmas.
i’m glad i didn’t expect much from the cmas in regards to cowboy carter cause…

Have you ever wondered if you’re really “good enough,”
or is that other black gay males aren’t good enough for you?

i love seeing conversations like ^this.
it reminds me i’m not alone and other black gay males feel the same.
it’s this lingering question of…

“Am I good enough to date or settle down with?”

or…