so diddy was only found guilty of two charges.
surprise surprise.
at this point,
i wouldn’t be shocked he walks out of prison today.
we got a “big beautiful bill” that is about to screw many americans,
including those who voted for our new president,
out of their health care and benefits.
anyone ( x lower income ) could as well continue to stay poor.
so that is going to end well! /s
don’t even start with americans being considered of deportation:

every day,
it’s always something in this forest that makes me question reality.
even in my own life,
it feels like:

Nothing makes sense,
everything is upside down,
and I’m even questioning if God care anymore.

but then i realized something in this current timeline…

I don’t think these two should have a reality show.
He had one with the vixen he left her for back in the 10s.
They are both aging really well tho.

i had someone tell me they didn’t vote for kamala because:

“She laughed too much and women can’t run the church let alone run the country.”

...but then in the next sentence,
turn around and start complaining about this current administration.

ya’ll ain’t gonna ever let nelly forget he performed for our current president.
he made it very clear that he has done many good things for the black community,
but gives a look into why kamala didn’t win the presidency…

this morning after a wonderful weekend,
i come back to reality and under the brad pitt entry:

“You are a 43 year old man. Grow the fuck up and settle down already. Give the young black gays something to aspire to. Ain’t you tired Jimmy? Go watch some CraigTheWriter videos on YouTube and get your shit together. Old ass queens make me fucking sick.”

ouch!
i JUST wrote about mikayla raines taking her own life over online bullying.
what a way to be an example a week later.
it was from screen name “YN“.
this didn’t feel like it was coming from a young n!gga tho.
the wording felt like an old gay pineapple projecting his venom on me.
so let’s break this down…

before we start font on this entry:

Lala Anthony’s new wolf is fine AF.

his name is beardaprince and he from BK.
he is an entrepreneur who owns “bear’s burgers“.

 

 

 

 

 

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ooof.
i’m not gonna font for him but when you meet a wolf that looks like this from BK,
not enough advil can deal with that headache.
he has probably got 100 bodies under his belt and trying to make you 101.
even the medium ugly BK males got that heat.
i’ve seen vixens and gay males move to new yawk,
meet the BK wolf,
and go back home with their tailz between legs.

It’s the voice,
the way they say shit,
the aura the gave,
and they been raised to fuck the attitude problem out of you.

so i don’t blame lala for belting burgers for her new manz:

this entry isn’t about bear but about lala’s neighbor who has an issue with her.
he took to his IG to air out lala over a parking spot debacle…

i wish someone would have pulled this girl to the side during this time.

Sometimes,
I wish God would yell “pure chaos” and make everyone vanish.
On some Wanda Maximoff shit so we could start this shit over.

We are clearly off the beaten path.

the other side of the rih’s social media is a dangerous place.
i loved seeing everyone paying bail for blue face’s main harem member,
chrisean rock:

WOULD HAVE A BABY AND IT WOULD CHANGE HER FOR THE BETTER.
SHE’LL CLEAN UP,
TAKE A BATH,
AND BE A GOOD MOTHER OUTSIDE OF HER EX.

i knew that was bullshit because she ain’t even sat in a therapist chair.
everyone was hyping her up as she did exactly what i knew would happen.
i don’t know why she was invited to some streaming shit recently,
but twitch had to ban her because…

take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this: