take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

i miss the days when vixens understood their pussy has power.
even tho i have a powerful Foxhole,
one of my fav “pussy power” lyrics as a young black gay millennial:

“If you ain’t lickin’ this,
you ain’t stickin’ this and I got witnesses.
Ask any pineapple I been wit.
They ain’t hit shit til they stuck their tongue in this.”

that shit felt empowering and it was also matching male’s energy.
i remember my straight wolf friends were on some:

“I AIN’T EVER EATIN NO PUSSY BUT YOU GOTTA SUCK MY DICK”

…but then i found out they were all eating pussy secretly.
the tone and vibe in the 90s were vixens taking their pussy back.
madonna
janet
kim
foxy
they were letting males know their pleasure and coins comes first.
in a 2025 forest where red pill males are showing they hate pussy,
and steadily cheering on the rights to their pussies being taken away,
i feel like we need pussy power music more than ever.
i’m a casual sabrina carpenter listener.
i LOVE “expresso“,
which is a love spell if you really listen to it,
and “please please please“,
but i STANNED this song from her last album before “short n sweet”.

i had this shit on repeat for days.
when sabrina carpenter showed her album cover for “man’s best friend“,
i wanted her to literally stand TF up because…

a few months ago,
i asked karaoke if she was gonna get out there and protest.
it was around the time of the first protest and it was on a saturday:

“I didn’t do anything where I need to beg for forgiveness.
I’m painting my living room.”

i asked another friend,
a black vixen,
about their stance on protesting:

“I got out there and voted for who I needed to vote for.
America showed they didn’t feel the same.
I did my part and they can figure out the rest.”

as for me…

I could not be a straight vixen and date ex-baller wolf,
Dez Bryant.
He strikes me as the type that will get up out his sleep at 2am to rant and rave about the NFL.
“AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT ELSE THEY DID TO ME!”
Legit got to sit on his face to shut him TF up.

he is also a scorpio and you know they love their revenge.
dez bryant comes off as the type who is hurt and his mouth is his rebellion.
what he doesn’t realize is HE is the maker of his problems.
HE is the one that blew the opportunities when he had it.
so now that is a rich civilian with a platform and not full banishment,
everything is an issue or needs to be addressed,
along with his whatever beef he got going on with his gay mother.

so between the NFL,
his mommy issues,
and Lord knows if he had any run ins with any gay jackals BTS…

this is a good looking wolf who desperately needs a therapist.
anyhoo,
dez was upset over an ad the NFL had for pride month…

as millennials start aging,
we are gonna start seeing:

All the daddies start becoming legit daddies.

single daddies,
at that.
if he’s fine,
prepare for vixens to plotting to get bred.
fine baby daddy = pretty kid and baby daddy dick when needed.
i asked myself:

“How much kids is too much kids?”

2×2 baby mamas is pushing it for me.
3×3 baby mamas = heavily in the not interested.
all those baby mamas means:

How will he afford to do anything with me?

duke dennis is one of the attractive black streamers.

even tho he is cosplaying to look like future heavy,
he is “the sexy one” within the black streaming community.
that is until it was revealed he has 8 children…

you know what i think is sad?

People who have children but only did it because they were supposed to,
rather than actually wanting them.

when it comes to males who are forced into these situations,
or the ones who have kids to prove their straightness,
i have tremendous empathy for them.
it couldn’t be me.
a child is not a pokemon card.
you can’t trade it in once it slides out.

Sidebar: these vixens who have out of wedlock kids with these jackals,
but then get on social media to yell at us about how they are single mothers now.
The dick was good until it wasn’t.

when i was younger,
i never dreamed of wanting being a father.
i mean,
how could i?…