so i just got news that someone i knew very well passed away.
just dropped dead in front of his family on thanksgiving no less.
died of a heart attack right before a surprise vacation for his family right before thanksgicing.
from the time i knew this man,
he had a good spirit.
he wasn’t rich and worked hard.
he was very nice to me and that is what i will remember the most about him.
ya know i don’t get “life” anymore.
the good ones are being wiped out.
the bad ones are here to stay.
making moves while the rest struggle.
i didn’t know paul walker,
but from what i can tell,
he was one of the good ones.
gone in a senseless accident.
makes no fuckin’ sense.
i’m starting to wonder if life is better when you go bad?
treat em nasty.
doing illegal shit.
copying and stealing work.
gold digging ballers after using my asshole as a bargaining tool.
the trfilin hoe ass bitch with the bad attitude gets the man.
those seem to be the winners.
they’re walking this earth and living the american dream.
yet the good ones are struggling,
being wiped out in tragic accidents,
and taken away with absolutely no reason why.
all we’re left with is questions.
it puzzles me.
i’m tired of crying.
i’m completely over breaking down.
i can’t do it anymore.
this year has been the worse for me.
i pray next year is better.
maybe im crazy for holding onto hope?
i won’t allow life to turn me bitter.
im really trying.
rip to him.
another angel on earth taken away.
may he have made it to heaven to watch over his family,
protect them and guide them during these rough times.
may they never forget his spirit.
god i don’t get it,
but you do obviously.
hell i’m seriously starting to wonder if the devil has begun his take over?
this all doesn’t make sense anymore.
lowkey: i wont stink up the joint today with the sadness.
needed to get that out.