the emotionals have been on 1000.
there is pressure in my chest.
i’ve been crying off and on.
every time i sit still,
i start dwelling on things and people i know/like/maybe love(?).
i’ve had no energy to write anything tbh.
the thought of sleeping all day has been the move.
i slept off and on during election day.
wtf is happening to me?
Jamari Fox has been going through it
between this disaster that is the election,
snooping on my “deep like” interest socials,
falling out with Scavenger,
feeling lonely and needy for some kind of attention,
it has been a real shit show for my emotions this week.
at what point did i take a left turn and crash in a lake?
Am I the only one feeling this way?
the only thing making me happy is watching people play video games on twitch.
i bought zelda “breath of the wild” for my nintendo switch and haven’t been in the mood.
i’m asking The Universe to get my energy back up.