i want to thank everyone for allowing me a minute.
the comments and the emails were very nice and uplifting.
listen this last week at work…
i definitely needed to do a mental detox.
i’ve been feeling like a true to life zombie.
so what i did?…
i would come in the crib and literally crash on the couch.
all parts of me is tired.
i have no energy to do anything.
tired in every which way,
the people at this job drain my energy every day.
i noticed i have been getting sick and my hair..
my fuckin hair…
…was breaking off at the edges.
it has been pretty bad.
my health and sanity are at an all time low.
god knows i haven’t even written anything for my book.
since i have all this extra work,
and my boss isn’t hiring another person,
this is now “my life”.
trying to even look for a another job right now is difficult.
lets face it,
the economy isn’t exactly booming right now.
so i feel sorta stuck.
on the positive,
i realize that god is doing his work.
or maybe its the enemy?
whoever it is has been is making this job really uncomfortable.
i have no choice but to look up at this point.
i’ve been asking god to allow me to be my own boss.
allow me to make money doing what i love.
i have this wonderful talent,
on such an amazing outlet,
and i’m letting miserable people steal my joy.
why is this?
something is definitely wrong.
so before these people try and drive me crazy,
i’m going to find a way to leave that place.
not without another form of income coming in tho.
i ain’t crazy.
i’m just done.