so it happened.
i took the advice of some of my readers.
i decided to lay all my feelings for work wolf on the table.
i made a confession to him tonight.
just hit the break and lets get into it…
so work wolf hit me up and told me he wanted to hit up a happy hour.
he wasn’t coming into work tomorrow and he wanted to chill.
i was down since i didn’t have anything to do.
plus i like spending time with him.
don’t judge me.
so we had some drinks at this spot.
it had a nice crowd.
some fine wolves was there too.
they were surrounded by vixens.
work wolf saw me checking out a few.
he randomly asked me:
“you like them bisexual niggas huh?
ones who still fuck females…”
“yeah i do.”
he remembered he had to buy me the shirt he promised me.
“are you sure you can afford it?”
“shut up and lets go.”
when he got to the store,
we went to the section where the shirt was at.
i saw another one i liked as we were walking to the register.
i wanted to trade the one i had for the other.
“wait are you sure?”
so he bought me two shirts.
both came up to 120.
so as we were walking off,
“aww work wolf,
thank you so much…”
in which he replied:
don’t get all lovey dovey now…”
i don’t know if it was the drinks giving me liquid courage,
but when we were walking to the station,
“can i tell you something?
i don’t want you to take offense to it tho…”
“what is it?”
“are you sure?”
“if you feel ima take offense then don’t tell me…”
i had this real awkward pause.
i questioned if i should even go with it,
but something inside told me to do it.
then he said:
“just tell me…”
and then i said:
“i liked you when i first met you.
i thought you were really cute,
but i know you are straight so i had to cut all my feelings off…”
i looked at him.
he had a smile on his face.
then he says in a playful way:
“well there is a lot to like over here.”
…and then that was it.
“i hope you aren’t offended…”
we friends forever.”
i was grateful because that could have gone to hell with someone else.
when we got to the station he gave me dap,
but he held onto my hand and didn’t let go.
he playfully shook it.
he was smiling at me with full eye contact.
i returned the favor.
“you have a good night and a good weekend.
i’ll see you monday.”
i went my way.
he went his.
so thats it.
its all out there.
i do feel more free.
whatever happens next is on him.
lowkey: i’m proud of myself.
a few years ago,
i could never have been this bold with someone i crushed on.
i’m getting more confident.