you gotta be careful what you ask for.
god will provide you with it,
but it will come with a price.
if you’re lucky,
the price might b absolutely free of charge.
in some cases,
you may have to give up something….
as you know,
gold has to go through the fire before its purified.
when i said this was the “gold digga era”,
god heard my request.
this season has been an emotional one.
my work wolf
everything has been through the fire.
some of it was self inflicted while the rest wasn’t.
the day before i was really in the pits.
i wasn’t going to do anything crazy,
but i was really burnt out.
so i asked for this.
i can’t get mad because god gave it to me.
it sucks the life outta me,
but i’m being molded into a better and stronger fox.
nothing in life comes easy.
my life hasn’t been easy.
my wants and desires damn sure haven’t been easy.
every season is one for growth.
there are many lessons with every situation ive been in this year.
one thing that comforts me is the emails and comments.
the people who hit me up and say:
“i feel you.”
i know that i’m not alone.
when you already feel alone,
and making what feels like a ton of mistakes,
its comforting to know there are a legion of “fuck ups” who get it.
it also feels good to hear tough love as well.
you can’t evolve with “yes” people.
i asked for the “GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER” as well.
don’t think i never appreciate those comments either.