“yeah whatever you fuckin’ faggot”
i had to re-read the text this morning.
we have argued before,
but never like this.
i was ready to go over to his doorstep to have him repeat it.
straight wolf who has been my friend damn near 8 years,
someone i trusted enough to reveal myself to,
dropped the “f” bomb on me.
i told him i was tired of him only hitting me up to talk to me about her.
his new bitch.
i don’t like her.
she treats him like shit.
swims in his wallet.
i thought he was only in it because of the pussy.
i guess not.
just last week he hit me up to tell me that he is over her.
he also said i do something she doesn’t…
i listen to him.
she ignores him.
he likes how i give advice and can break things down.
he can’t even go to her to talk.
out of all my friends,
he is the hardest to deal with.
he is bi polar.
when he goes into these dark places,
it literally brings me down.
almost like he sucks all my energy out.
plus he is so negative about all kinds of shit.
i try not to live my life like that.
i had to thank god i lost all attraction to him.
when he lost everything,
i was there being mr nice guy.
well not mr nice guy.
i called it being a “friend”.
today, i was the “f” bomb.
for that bitch?
i took all his info out my phone.
blocked him on everything.
he is done.
low-key: people are showing out in my life for 2013.
i don’t get it.
that shit pissed me off.
i’m feeling angry and sad.
at least i got to vent here.
lord knows i have no one else to talk to.
i’m not sad about the “f” bomb.
shocked it would come from a “friend“,
or so i thought.