today was a rough day.
i almost found myself just giving up.
i am extremely tired.tired of everything.
i just got in from another long ass day.
i have no voice or thoughts.
i can say i am absolutely depressed.
i want to try this alone thing tonight.
me.
lana del rey.
a few tears.
bed.
lets talk tomorrow?
11 thoughts on “The Battle Uphill is Rough on My Paws”
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Be human jamari 🙂
What happened to my fun blog????? My escape from reality
^im sorry.
fun is coming back.
battling these demons real quick.
Jamari, do some search on discount for a spa day. Does your gym that you signed up has a sauna? Listen it just one of those days where you need your body push and pull and steam out to feel great again.
Don’t give up. I love your post and you make me want to change a few things on my own . I absolutely know the feeling I am going through a depression as well but you have to hold on and force your way to the problems I’ve been dealing with depression since I was 15 and I’m 22 now and its not pretty but lately I’ve been facing my fears and getting out of my terrible shyness and I’ve found myself becoming much happier
^my bouts with depression also started in teens years.
the medicine the doctors put you on can have you dependent.
which is why I wanted to experience life and feel pain.
it sucks,
but it keeps you from being a zombie.
thanks for sharing will.
Take it is easy Jamari! We want you around for a very long time. Do what you have to do and take care of yourself, bless!
Sweet dreams Sweet prince!
Keep your head up J. Count your blessing, it always seem to help me when i’m down.
Get a nice meal drink a glass of wine and just decompress, take it easy you deserve it.
Rest & take it easy J