i’m gonna font a controversial statement but…

Weed is addictive and some folks are in denial about it.

folks love to scream weed isn’t a drug but can’t function without smoking.
they can’t sleep,
they can’t do normal tasks,
can’t fuck,
or can’t handle their anger or anxiety without it.
bad enough,
it makes folks paranoid about damn near everything.

I still maintain the last time I was high af,
i tapped into everyone’s energy like I was Professor X.

a foxholer sent me this video of a she-jackal who is absolutely dependent by weed…

Continue reading “weed is a drug and addictive. argue with the surgeon general.” →

from my past entries,
you know i’m not good with smoking weed.
last time i smoked,
i was higher than jupiter.
i was legit professor x out here,
putting together pieces of puzzles and the meaning of space and time.
i realized weed and i don’t mix well together.
i don’t think it ever has tbh.
i just did it because everyone else was doing it,
but it never had a real good high except maybe the first one after i lost Mum.
today,
they passed a law that had all my weed friend’s celebrating…

Continue reading “its gonna smell like pure weed in the streets of NY this summer” →

when i was let go from my last job,
i found out someone i was “cool” with went back and told my bosses something i said.
it wasn’t anything malicious,
but i shared with the person how i was treated in that meeting.
they ran back,
told my bosses,
and the rest is history.
it hurt my feelings as i thought they had my back,
but again:

Your co-workers aren’t your friends.

sure,
you’ll meet a few who will stick by your side,
but others shouldn’t be trusted.
there is a lot of cutthroat shit that happens at work,
even with those you have lunch with every day.
^that jackal’s co-workers must have hated him because...

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they really felt they were part of some revolution during that terrorist attack at the capitol building last week.
it was extremely “trailer” and not a good look for all involved.
a foxholer sent me the following video with this title in the email:

“He’s makin’ us potheads look reaaally pathetic… smdh”

the foxholer said that because…

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i swear i didn’t smoke any weed tonight.
the last time i got high,
it was pretty fuckin’ horrible.
it was at my old job before going to a birthday party.
i smoked because i wanted to let loose and be in the moment.
mentally,
i thought i was good.
unfortunately,
like many times before…

Continue reading “why does weed effect me differently than most people? (a random ass thought)” →

i did something today.
something that i haven’t done in quite some time.
it was worth it.
so i decided to hang out with my coworkers after work.
it was real chill.
i usually take my ass home,
but i want to do more.
one of my coworkers i’m getting cool with told me to take a walk with her…

Continue reading “put me on my ass and make me feel good” →