i did something today.
something that i haven’t done in quite some time.
it was worth it.
so i decided to hang out with my coworkers after work.
it was real chill.
i usually take my ass home,
but i want to do more.
one of my coworkers i’m getting cool with told me to take a walk with her…
when we got outside,
she pulled out a weed pen.
everyone knows my anxiety has been through the roof,
but she wanted me to relax.
i was a little nervous to do because last time i was a paranoid mess,
but i had the urge to let my fur down.
so i smoked and foxhole…
That shit knocked my anxiety clean TF out
i knew that was some good shit because i ate a whole meal without feeling nauseous.
that munchies did me right.
she had sativa and i loved how that made me feel.
it leveled me out and made me feel so chill.
i didn’t need a new habit,
but i might have to start smoking again.