tops

two tops, in a relationship, who never smashed each other (unicorns?)

i kept seeing ^him on my ig explorer page.
i found out his name is zed.
this is zed’s boyfriend,
ray:

he is equally as fine.
well zed and ray are two wolves,
aka tops for those who are new in the foxhole,
that met on grindr.
this is their story via “intomore”…
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Jacob Kohinoor Says There Are No More Wolves

now word is,
mister butt cheeks aka jacob kohinoor is a wolf.
~~i’d let him get a taste.~~
off the record.
seriously tho,
this is what he said on his instagram…
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“5 Things Every Fox Should Know” by A Wolf

everyone meet “theesupaman”.
wolf extraordinaire.
so one of my email favs sent me a video from him titled,
“5 things wolves want foxes to know”.
okay.
so i decided to watch it and of course,
i had my trusty britney gif armed and ready because i knew the antics were coming.
well…
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f0xmail: In or Out? Are The Bottoms The Only Ones Coming Out?

FOXMAIL

Hello Jamari,

It has been a long time since I last emailed you. I have been so busy that I do not get that much time to read your blog as much as I would like. I noticed that you are now in FL for what may be a new chapter in your life. I hope that everything works out for you.

I was wondering if you would be interested in posting this “situation” to see how the foxhole reacts. Here goes…

I really don’t care for how society defines “bottoms” and “tops,” but for the sake of the conversation, I will use the terms.

Relationship aside, do you think that a masculine man is more susceptible to coming out if he is a bottom as opposed to one who is a top?

MY ANSWER…

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foxmail: Why Do These Wolves Want To Tear Our Asses Up And Throw Us To The Side? Huh? Why?

FOXMAIL

Now of recent i have started to see the mortality of my cakes it not always gonna be super tight. So my cake has value and i am treating it as such. I meet a guy at school after the usual flirt flirt retarded game he approached me to come over to his place. I was as always blunt and ask wtf for, “now the negro was fine”, he would tell me he wanna fuck me i did a mental double take “huh what did he just say”. I started to laugh was like he tripping but then he said it again. well my laugh ended and i politely informed him i dont move like that he asked why i was up front and i let him know he did not have the decency to invite me to a movie and dinner he then reply he did not know i like bitch treatment huh a movie and meal makes me a bitch really thought they call those dates. I was like cake not for free he then say oh so i really a gold digger. really jamari me a gold digger cause i aspire to be more that a warm whole for you to punch holes in. So my question is why is these wolfs think that our cakes could be used, abused and thrown away at their whim?

MY ANSWER…

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Hamster Wheel

I’m going through changes.

I have been running on a hamster wheel for a number of years now. My insecurities were what was fueling me and kept me going and going; just like The Energizer Bunny on a sugar rush while sipping on a Red Bull. When I thought I was okay, I’d, some how and some way, get back on and start the same fuckin’ routine; the same fuckin’ story.

I would be out of breath and out of my mind. I would look at “a Devin Thomas” and say “He wouldn’t want my ass.” I mean, I’m not walking around with a dump truck on my back. I had this impression you needed an insta-giganta ass or be Thugnificent to entice all the boys. I would comment to Star Fox that he must be meeting “The Devin Thomas” type niggas cause of his bottom….. And funny enough, he was secretly admiring my shape, style, and swagg.

That is why I tell you that you never know who is looking at you.

When I started to look at myself and accept myself, my flaws, and my skin… I started to slow down my running. I also threw out that mental trap that being with a man would complete me. I was looking for someone to show me the love that I wasn’t giving myself. And truthfully, if “a Devin Thomas” didn’t want me then a) that is his loss and b) I probably wouldn’t want to deal with his ass anyway.

This Fox right hurrrrrr… is a work in progress and guess what? I may relapse and get back on the wheel for another spin. But, I like being where I am now. I am starting to feel comfortable in my own skin and open to what’s important: loving myself 200% with no regrets and no bullshit.

So, to all my Foxes, I say to you: let go and let love. You cannot move forth towards your blessing, holding onto the past or self esteem issues. Also, you cannot find any man to love you if you do not love yourself. Some of the dudes who are pimpin these niggas are not the best lookers but, they accepted themselves and learned some game. I know some bottoms who have these TOPS running around here all mentally fucked up. Plus, there are a ton of bottoms (or TOPS, if you are a TOP reading) competing to take your spot… So why would you let them? You want to be the rule and not the exception.

I feel great and from here on out, anything I want I will not let insecurity stop me. Whose with me?!

Life feels better when you are off the hamster wheel.

Brought 2 U by the Foxberry