before he came lil nas x,
he was montero lamar hill from lithia springs, georgia.
according to some who claim they knew him…

He was straight back then.

attentionista,
woah vicky,
claims that lnx is not really gay.
why?
in her words,
back in high school,
she knew people who said he was straight…

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what is actually gay nowadays?
any takers?
it seems like more people are becoming fluid in this decade.

That means they do “gay shit” but are still considering themselves to be straight.

“yes,
she ate my pussy but i’m not into gals.”
“oh yeah,
i fucked him but he is the only dude i’d smash.”

there are attentionistos who are fluid and getting milked #disrespectfully.
i’ve always said most straights would go “gay” with the right person.
they call that “vibes” now.
diplo said he has gotten head before from another male,
but according to tmz…

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there are a lot of us who don’t want to be gay or even bi.
i mean,
it’s not an easy life to live.
some of us never really fit in and it’s worse…

When you are black and gay,
looking for something that probably doesn’t exist.

i can make a bet that:

If we decided tomorrow to turn straight,
we would get girlfriends by noon tomorrow.

i know i would.
there are so many vixens that would take my hand in marriage tomorrow.
tiktoker,
christian michael,
turned his life over to God and got delivert.
he is an ex-gay who is married to a vixen and had this message to share…

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everyone has an opinion of what’s gay and what’s straight.
i know for me,
i struggled with that when i was dealing with my sexuality.

Should I move my arms when I walk or should I keep them in my pockets?
Should I listen to males or vixens singing?
Should I deepen my voice or speak in my regular tone?
Should I befriend vixens or try to seek out male friendships?
Should I go to the gay club and risk being seen and humiliated?
Should I hang with him because he is feminine or will that make me guilty by association?

bad enough,
every decision i made was because i didn’t want to be judged.
i was judged,
picked apart,
and given years of trauma from family and peers.
i was exhausted and recently started to accept all of myself.
saucy santana thinks straight wolves shouldn’t smoke hookah.
why?
he thinks it’s feminine and only gays should be smoking hookah…

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i said this year i was gonna do more reading.
i want to read more stories,
especially scary shit.
i think i’m pretty done with self-help books tbh.
i posted ^that picture during my IG stories a few weeks ago and…

“You have to read that book!
I read it during the pandemic and it changed my life!” – A Foxholer.

heard.
the book is called “all about love (new visions)” by bell hooks.
after a 2 week hold at the digital library,
i finally got it.
as i was reading the chapter on why men lie,
and how it usually started with many of our childhoods,
i thought of something that i wanted to run by the foxhole.
so read me out…

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usually,
k michelle says things and i’m like:

“Um,
what?”

i saw that come down my timeline and was kinda confused.
when i hear straight folks say they are gay roles,
i’m like what does mean exactly?
like,
what do we do with this information?
when a straight male proclaims he is a “power (top) wolf“…

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